Zx_ - LONELY Lyrics

(Zulu, X-Ray)
(Oh my god I lost)
Times like these, are gonna kill me
Baby please, don't be a mistake
I'm on my knees, tryna save me
Yeah, won't you tell me that we're okay
Yeah, won't you tell me that we're okay
Baby please, tell me that we're okay
Tryna fight it, I don't wanna be lonely
Yeah, just tell me I'm your only
Everyone's plugged in, blindingly inarticulate
Obsessed with money their careers
Stupidly, arrogantly content
I can't talk to them, I fight them
Lonely at the top and it feels like shit
But my girl gives me top and I feel a bit
But I think to myself as I write these words that
Soon I'll be a name and an Ex that's it but
I don't wanna overthink these thoughts
But my mind plays games with a heart shot
And I smile through the pain, while I stand in the rain
Knowing all I'll ever be is an afterthought, yeah
Tick tock, goes the clock, and I'm not fine
Pour myself another shot, had about nine
Made me feel like loving you was a damn crime
Hope I drink myself to death now tonight
Feelings for you, was a mistake
Thinking that we had something was a missed take
Gave you all I had but all you did was just take
But now I learned my lesson all these bitches are fake, yeah
Play with me, that's your loss
My hearts turned cold, that's the cost
Say I'll miss your style, shit's from Ross
Ain't praying for you now, only down for the Cross, yeah
Moving on to someone new
It's hard as fuck, I got issues
But if she got my back, I'll have her too
The only one lonely is about to be you, yeah
Times like these, are gonna kill me
Baby please, don't be a mistake
I'm on my knees, tryna save me
Yeah, won't you tell me that we're okay
Yeah, won't you tell me that we're okay
Baby please, tell me that we're okay
Tryna fight it, I don't wanna be lonely
Yeah, just tell me I'm your only
Fucking play those games
And It ends the same
Thought I was your only
Now I'm fucking lonely
I'm chopped liver but I'm no slim shady
Thought you were a baddy but you're down right crazy
So glad I never gave you a fucking baby
Or I'd just from a bridge and go kick it with Hades
Okay that last verse might've been a little mean
But I'd pass you like gas you fucking bean
And I'm quitting you like drugs, yeah I'm fucking clean
The world better watch it once I get the vaccine
Hitting me up, and it's bouta go down
Saying that you miss me is admitting you're a clown
I'm so fucking happy that I'm leaving this town
Won't have to see your ass fucking around, they say
New Year, new me please
Hard to be different when you're down on your knees
When I'm the only one for you that could ever please
But you were chasing bodies 'round like a disease
Yeah, think I'm finally fucking healing now
And I bet you're fucking screaming now
Hope this song's killing you slowly
Hope you always end up fucking lonely

(Zulu, X-Ray)
(Oh my god I lost)
Times like these, are gonna kill me
Baby please, don't be a mistake
I'm on my knees, tryna save me
Yeah, won't you tell me that we're okay
Yeah, won't you tell me that we're okay
Baby please, tell me that we're okay
Tryna fight it, I don't wanna be lonely
Yeah, just tell me I'm your only
Everyone's plugged in, blindingly inarticulate
Obsessed with money their careers
Stupidly, arrogantly content
I can't talk to them, I fight them
Lonely at the top and it feels like shit
But my girl gives me top and I feel a bit
But I think to myself as I write these words that
Soon I'll be a name and an Ex that's it but
I don't wanna overthink these thoughts
But my mind plays games with a heart shot
And I smile through the pain, while I stand in the rain
Knowing all I'll ever be is an afterthought, yeah
Tick tock, goes the clock, and I'm not fine
Pour myself another shot, had about nine
Made me feel like loving you was a damn crime
Hope I drink myself to death now tonight
Feelings for you, was a mistake
Thinking that we had something was a missed take
Gave you all I had but all you did was just take
But now I learned my lesson all these bitches are fake, yeah
Play with me, that's your loss
My hearts turned cold, that's the cost
Say I'll miss your style, shit's from Ross
Ain't praying for you now, only down for the Cross, yeah
Moving on to someone new
It's hard as fuck, I got issues
But if she got my back, I'll have her too
The only one lonely is about to be you, yeah
Times like these, are gonna kill me
Baby please, don't be a mistake
I'm on my knees, tryna save me
Yeah, won't you tell me that we're okay
Yeah, won't you tell me that we're okay
Baby please, tell me that we're okay
Tryna fight it, I don't wanna be lonely
Yeah, just tell me I'm your only
Fucking play those games
And It ends the same
Thought I was your only
Now I'm fucking lonely
I'm chopped liver but I'm no slim shady
Thought you were a baddy but you're down right crazy
So glad I never gave you a fucking baby
Or I'd just from a bridge and go kick it with Hades
Okay that last verse might've been a little mean
But I'd pass you like gas you fucking bean
And I'm quitting you like drugs, yeah I'm fucking clean
The world better watch it once I get the vaccine
Hitting me up, and it's bouta go down
Saying that you miss me is admitting you're a clown
I'm so fucking happy that I'm leaving this town
Won't have to see your ass fucking around, they say
New Year, new me please
Hard to be different when you're down on your knees
When I'm the only one for you that could ever please
But you were chasing bodies 'round like a disease
Yeah, think I'm finally fucking healing now
And I bet you're fucking screaming now
Hope this song's killing you slowly
Hope you always end up fucking lonely