zubbyzubz - Monster Lyrics

The weight of it sits on my shoulders
And it feels heavier every day I feel smaller
As I sink further and further down
And the void in my chest just gets bigger and bigger
I can almost see through to the other
Side of my skin if I look straight in
Ooh
Is it foolish to think it can happen to me
Ooh
Is it foolish to think that I'm worthy
Can you give me a sign it's not hopeless
Can it be soon, maybe now or October
And when it does finally come along and I notice
How soon after will I found out that it's already over
Tell me I should wait a bit longer
Before I fill my heart up with soil and grow a monster
I'm getting impatient I just want to know that
I'm not gonna die as a half of a whole, miserable and alone