ZTG - Disconnections Lyrics

When will I realize that I'm living in a lie
I'm just wasting my time worrying about my past life
Everything hurts so damn deep
Will it stop affecting me
I don't know we'll just see
Hopefully I can believe in myself
I really need the help escaping all this hell
Need to get out of my shell
I don't think I'll make it through
My demons telling the truth
I think I am fucking screwed
I do not know what to do,
I don't know where I belong
Can't decipher what's going on
Oooooooh will it all go away
Ooooooooooohhh will they leave my brain
I think I may have to
Disconnect my mind from the universe
Tryna avoid getting myself hurt
Ooh, I will never fall apart
Even if these things get hard
I will leave without a scar
I will have to follow my heart
I think i gotta leave my mind
It's making me blow like a landmine
I know i gotta a lot of time
I need more self belief
There's so much more i gotta see
I get up every time i mentally fall But i can't seem to fix myself at all
Gonna push myself out of this stress
I no longer wanna deal with this mess
Oooooooh will it all go away
Ooooooooooohhh will they leave my brain
I think I may have to
Disconnect my mind from the universe
Tryna avoid getting myself hurt
Ooh, I will never fall apart
Even if these things get hard
I will leave without a scar
I will have to follow my heart
Disconnect my mind from the universe
Tryna avoid getting myself hurt
Ooh, I will never fall apart
Even if these things get hard
I will leave without a scar
I just gotta follow my heart

When will I realize that I'm living in a lie
I'm just wasting my time worrying about my past life
Everything hurts so damn deep
Will it stop affecting me
I don't know we'll just see
Hopefully I can believe in myself
I really need the help escaping all this hell
Need to get out of my shell
I don't think I'll make it through
My demons telling the truth
I think I am fucking screwed
I do not know what to do,
I don't know where I belong
Can't decipher what's going on
Oooooooh will it all go away
Ooooooooooohhh will they leave my brain
I think I may have to
Disconnect my mind from the universe
Tryna avoid getting myself hurt
Ooh, I will never fall apart
Even if these things get hard
I will leave without a scar
I will have to follow my heart
I think i gotta leave my mind
It's making me blow like a landmine
I know i gotta a lot of time
I need more self belief
There's so much more i gotta see
I get up every time i mentally fall But i can't seem to fix myself at all
Gonna push myself out of this stress
I no longer wanna deal with this mess
Oooooooh will it all go away
Ooooooooooohhh will they leave my brain
I think I may have to
Disconnect my mind from the universe
Tryna avoid getting myself hurt
Ooh, I will never fall apart
Even if these things get hard
I will leave without a scar
I will have to follow my heart
Disconnect my mind from the universe
Tryna avoid getting myself hurt
Ooh, I will never fall apart
Even if these things get hard
I will leave without a scar
I just gotta follow my heart