ZOIS - Scrapbooks Lyrics

I gather dust on my windowsill
Some sort of feeling like the time stands still
Like a spark that might never will
Ever heat again
I
Taught myself I'll be lost without it
Feel like shit to write songs about it
And will I ever I grow up?
I doubt it
I just lay back
And dream
I watched the town
Outside my window today
And sunlight felt
Like everything was in place
I
Refilled my scrapbooks
While my sins fade away
I waste
My mind hoping we'll get back there someday
The steps I took to prevent a fall
Turned out to be waste of time at all
I consistently felt a lack of consistence in my soul
I
Taught myself I'll be lost without it
Feel like shit to write songs about it
And will I ever I grow up?
I doubt it
I just lay back
And dream
I watched the town
Outside my window today
And sunlight felt
Like everything was in place
I
Refilled my scrapbooks
While my sins fade away
I waste
My mind hoping we'll get back there someday
Everything seems fine from the outside
Everything seems fine from the outside
And I feel the lightnings of a big golden hole
But I can not decide to shine, at least they told me so
I watched the town
Outside my window today
And sunlight felt
Like everything was in place
I
Refilled my scrapbooks
While my sins fade away
I waste
My mind hoping we'll get back there someday
Someday
Someday
Someday
Someday

I gather dust on my windowsill
Some sort of feeling like the time stands still
Like a spark that might never will
Ever heat again
I
Taught myself I'll be lost without it
Feel like shit to write songs about it
And will I ever I grow up?
I doubt it
I just lay back
And dream
I watched the town
Outside my window today
And sunlight felt
Like everything was in place
I
Refilled my scrapbooks
While my sins fade away
I waste
My mind hoping we'll get back there someday
The steps I took to prevent a fall
Turned out to be waste of time at all
I consistently felt a lack of consistence in my soul
I
Taught myself I'll be lost without it
Feel like shit to write songs about it
And will I ever I grow up?
I doubt it
I just lay back
And dream
I watched the town
Outside my window today
And sunlight felt
Like everything was in place
I
Refilled my scrapbooks
While my sins fade away
I waste
My mind hoping we'll get back there someday
Everything seems fine from the outside
Everything seems fine from the outside
And I feel the lightnings of a big golden hole
But I can not decide to shine, at least they told me so
I watched the town
Outside my window today
And sunlight felt
Like everything was in place
I
Refilled my scrapbooks
While my sins fade away
I waste
My mind hoping we'll get back there someday
Someday
Someday
Someday
Someday