Zohair Khan - Expectations Lyrics

I just like to suffer
Holding back
From telling my feelings to my brothers

What's courage
When everything is put in storage
No confidence
I don't wanna pair to the ominance

She like dominance
Until I put my money down on a benz
In her heart
There's no presence

Dreaming of giving presents
To my people
Expecting no returns
Just take it and learn

Fighting the urge
To make the world burn
Fight fire with fire
If I wasn't this
I'd be a liar

Prior to my loss
I was used to satire
Using me to put themselves higher

No desire
To groom myself
To be their messiah

Behaviors
I've been doing too many favors
Pretending I'm the savior

Halo on me
The way I be
I'm pushing boundaries

I'm not left behind
I'm spending time
Getting to know my mind

Y'all going full speed
I'm walking on
Narrow seas

How am I Pretentious
I'm always acting defenseless
Walk in my shoes
Capabilities
Got me restless

Depreeeed
In this excessive
Possessions
Of constant deception
I'm expecting too much

Think you know what it takes
Hop on the mic
Realize how real I am
And the difference of fake

Forgetting my progression
Always giving advice
Expecting ima keep taking notes

Tired of it
Thinking I don't got shit to say
I'm not letting it come to the day
I'm in my grave
And you realize what I gave

No one like me
The day I'm not around
I hope you dig up my grace
And try to fight me

I put in too much to be hated
My love is gated
Key cards
For the ones I'm saving

I understand
You base my honestly
Of your Travesties

I will no longer speak to anyone
Unless you aware of the majesty
Been lost in the Black Sea
Like people only buying rap tees
Cause it makes them happy

This vastness
Didn't just happen
Planning and saying it will happen
Just part of the percentages
Of belief I manifested

People too scared to invest
Side talk
It won't work
Take that light off
Mic drop
When my hype costs

Life's lost
End of my world
The day I turn my sight off