Zoë Simpson - before I drown. Lyrics

I could tell you all my feelings
But I still wouldn't understand them
Baby tell me that I'm not dreaming
Cuz it doesn't feel real to have fun

Look at reflections and I've been thinking
That mirrored image, well, it looks foreign
Cut my hair and smile, I'm still blinking
Back the tears trying not to come undone

You shouldn't feel like this
You shouldn't feel like this
Why the hell do you still feel like this

And I know I told you that I'm better
But I'm not really sure I am
I mean just look at all this clutter
I'm so stressed out
Can you hold my hand?
Pull me out of this river I feel like I'm floating down
I shouldn't feel like this but hey, I do
So pull me out before I drown

Oh, oh, oh

Pink skies and purple clouds
I can't appreciate them
Recently I've been down
Feel uncomfortable in my skin

I don't recognize my hands
Never realized they were so thin
I can't understand
Why everything is a sin

You shouldn't feel like this
You shouldn't feel like this
Why the hell do you still feel like this

And I know I told you that I'm better
But I'm not really sure I am
I mean just look at all this clutter
I'm so stressed out
Can you hold my hand?
Pull me out of this river I feel like I'm floating down
I shouldn't feel like this but hey, I do
So pull me out before I drown

Fingerprints and rosy cheeks
These are things that are supposed to be me
I feel dull, I can't see
I need a grip on something sturdy

Fingerprints and rosy cheeks
These are things that are supposed to be me
I feel dull, and I can't see
I need a grip on something sturdy

And I know I told you that I'm better
But I'm not really sure I am
I mean just look at all this clutter
I'm so stressed out
Can you hold my hand?
Pull me out
I shouldn't feel like this but hey, I do
Pull me out before I drown