ZKKRYMRNO - Who is He? Lyrics

I'd like to live life in slow motion
I mistook gin for potion
Opened my eyes to always feeling hopeless
Swallowed my pride like an open ocean

It feels like glass is in my veins, I'm really trying to be okay
I've said it before and I'll say it again
I'm drowning anyway can I at least just breathe some liquor in

Fiber optic wiring that's broken
Holy roller born into cruel intentions
Can I speak on behalf of wounds I've left cut open?
We bleed to know the pain that we have chosen

It feels like glass is in my veins, I'm really trying to be okay
I've said it before and I'll say it again
I'm drowning anyway can I at least just breathe some liquor in
I'll show up to my funeral dirty and blood stained
I'd reach into my coffin and explain
Why I hurt myself in so many ways

Breathe in face the glass
The piece held needs placed last
Designed by none but chance
You're destined to a devil's dance