ZKKRYMRNO - We're All Out of Weed, and I Still Feel Like Shit Lyrics

If I could take my life without breaking your heart
I'd go for a drive without brakes in the car
And if the windshield would tear me in two
I'd finally be able to give a piece of me to you
And after the smoke cleared and the medics pulled my body from the wreckage
They'd say "I guess this time he really meant it"
I'm only hanging on by a heel and I am slipping
But the fall doesn't seem as far as long as you're here with me

So embrace me one last time my friend, all good things must come to an end
And I've only been good for about a year
I hope if life will flash through my eyes
While I'm paralyzed I'd be hypnotized by the way
Your body heat feels in this moment right here
So bury my face in the back of your brain
So every time you scream in pain I'll haunt the wallpaper off of this place
The air will grow cold enough for breath to manifest to a shape of solace
And in my name you'd find you can rest

An anchor on my ankles, keeps drowning out the sun
No amount of medication will reverse what's come undone
But I'd rather loosen the rope, so I can watch you grow old
The hardest part is not the goodbye
But the off chance there's an afterlife
And I'd spend the rest of time watching you cry
And even just a moment of that
Is worth keeping my wrist intact I don't want to be a friend you "had"