ZKKRYMRNO - Tragedy (III. Mask-Like Facial Expression) Lyrics

I am of sound mind, the loudest of its kind
Retrospectively I think I gave myself the time
To fully live through the mass growing against my temples
But a doctor can't cut this one out, so I'll try myself and then close
The wound with the string that's been barely holding me together
I'm falling apart anyway I don't need it for this weather
I'll fill my veins with the rain that pours from the cloud over me
You'll need a stronger drink, for this next attempt should be quite sobering

Pull me out, I'm crying for help
Pull me out, I'm crying for help
Pull me out, I'm crying for help
Pull me out, I'm crying for help

Will you stop the bleeding, if I give into the sinking?
Will you cut the rope and pull the weight off of the ceiling?
Will do your best to cope if I disappear forever?
Or do you just keep me around just to make yourself feel better