ZKKRYMRNO - No Tears (II. Saudade) Lyrics

Hypnotized by flooded lungs
Of course you only speak in tongues
I'd let myself endure a thousand nights like that than find your son
Choking on the oxygen
That filled the room that burned within
Writhing in the pain that my creator stuck me with

I'm feigning hope, intent to coax
Everyone I see to believe the word's a hoax
A snowy road, will still unfold
And in time even the Bible has to close

Broken back inside a child
Handed holy ghosts with smiles
Never taught to stand up straight just left to live life in denial
I'll tell you once and only that
I crave the things that I don't have
But if you let the world consume you it was never life you had

I'm feigning hope, intent to coax
Everyone I see to believe the word's a hoax
A snowy road, will still unfold
And in time even the Bible has to close

I'm shaking again, this time it's the medicine
If I relapse, just know I gave my best

Shiver until you die
It's cold when you're alone at night
I hope you find your appetite
And kill the parts where pain resides

Call me by any fucking name but lost
Your father sure could find his way around a holocaust
You bored me to death until I awoke in the dark
No bellowed voice just the beating of my heart