ZKKRYMRNO - It Isn't There, Until it Is Lyrics

I can only sink enough for both of us to break
I kept tripping over the new mess that I made
You carried a weight I played not part not create
And I let it smother us so we'd both suffocate

A pillar of salt and a lush all dried up
Imploding in time with the stars up above
Fork in my tongue, now that I've given up
You cry wolf now that the damage is done
To put words to the answer you craved so much
I don't have the same tank size for burning my love
If you're concerned with being my priority
Then I'm sorry but maybe you're not meant for me
Your silhouette standing in between my door frame
You eyes aren't quite glowing, like the used to those days
Where you told me you loved me, even through all the pain
But here we are now, all because of my brain
I'm begging you please just understand I'm broken
And faulty to the point of emphasizing the hopeless
In romantic if I panic will you stick around to help manage or are you gone like the rest
To bleed out with a bandage?

Go to your new home, embrace where the change goes
I hope you find rest, inside of your chest