Zions View, Splash of Gold - Pray 4 Me Lyrics

Demons all in my head God
Got me feeling real scared God
Sometimes I. Rather be dead God
But I dont want to let you to down
Problems at my neck im finna drown God
Feeling like there’s no one around God
Yelling in a full room not a sound God
I think I wanna come home now
Battling with my self
Dont know how ima make it through with my health
Trying different drugs just wanna be felt
Hitting up the plug until there’s nothing left
And I been feeling all alone
I done said that in about five six songs
Aint nobody even ask me what’s wrong
Unlike your favorite singer aint no rap cap in my songs
11:11 get me in heaven
Trying to get to day seven
Controlling all this aggression
When I see you got so many questions
Like why, did you make this way
Like how do you expect me to stay
Like what do you want me to say
Like who’s gonna love me
Childhood scars aint heal
Tried to brush it off like what’s the big deal
Got older and them cuts start to peel
Get mad and they leak and spill
Thought I was Okay but that was till
The void that I had I couldn’t even fill
South by I tried to end it all on a hill
But I couldn’t even kill myself right
Hands got shaky stage fright
Shaking in my bed all night
Kiana made sure I was alright
She a angel she dont even know the fight
But since im better I aint gone tell no lie
I took more than one pill that night
Its okay im gone be alright (I pray)
Demons in my head
Got me feeling half dead
Close my eyes and I pray
That I wake up the next day
Demons in my head
Got me feeling half dead
Close my eyes and I pray
That I wake up the next day
I know all about them cold sweats and late nights
I got too way many issues tryna the get it right
The type of shh that make you feel like you don died twice
The type of shh that you got contemplate living this life
What’s life are feeling alive,
My mind gone it got heart reducing in size
I smile like I’m fine but it’s darkness inside
I’m in on way I got a problem with pride
I get the tripping when I’m all alone
Falling victim to the these tears that i don’t condone
I got some ways to go but look how far I’ve grown
I’m calling out to God but he ain’t on the phone
Least that’s what it feel like like
It get really real when you living real life
Temporary fixes, way too vindictive
Too many Pass situations that I’m still revenging
Drown me out with liquor just to bottle up my feelings
I mask it all with drugs cuz i thought that it would heal it
I got some opens wounds that I’m struggling to seal it
Time heals all and time is revealing
Lord give me a sign, clear my Conscious, clean my mind
Pastor C.Hartwell

Demons all in my head God
Got me feeling real scared God
Sometimes I. Rather be dead God
But I dont want to let you to down
Problems at my neck im finna drown God
Feeling like there’s no one around God
Yelling in a full room not a sound God
I think I wanna come home now
Battling with my self
Dont know how ima make it through with my health
Trying different drugs just wanna be felt
Hitting up the plug until there’s nothing left
And I been feeling all alone
I done said that in about five six songs
Aint nobody even ask me what’s wrong
Unlike your favorite singer aint no rap cap in my songs
11:11 get me in heaven
Trying to get to day seven
Controlling all this aggression
When I see you got so many questions
Like why, did you make this way
Like how do you expect me to stay
Like what do you want me to say
Like who’s gonna love me
Childhood scars aint heal
Tried to brush it off like what’s the big deal
Got older and them cuts start to peel
Get mad and they leak and spill
Thought I was Okay but that was till
The void that I had I couldn’t even fill
South by I tried to end it all on a hill
But I couldn’t even kill myself right
Hands got shaky stage fright
Shaking in my bed all night
Kiana made sure I was alright
She a angel she dont even know the fight
But since im better I aint gone tell no lie
I took more than one pill that night
Its okay im gone be alright (I pray)
Demons in my head
Got me feeling half dead
Close my eyes and I pray
That I wake up the next day
Demons in my head
Got me feeling half dead
Close my eyes and I pray
That I wake up the next day
I know all about them cold sweats and late nights
I got too way many issues tryna the get it right
The type of shh that make you feel like you don died twice
The type of shh that you got contemplate living this life
What’s life are feeling alive,
My mind gone it got heart reducing in size
I smile like I’m fine but it’s darkness inside
I’m in on way I got a problem with pride
I get the tripping when I’m all alone
Falling victim to the these tears that i don’t condone
I got some ways to go but look how far I’ve grown
I’m calling out to God but he ain’t on the phone
Least that’s what it feel like like
It get really real when you living real life
Temporary fixes, way too vindictive
Too many Pass situations that I’m still revenging
Drown me out with liquor just to bottle up my feelings
I mask it all with drugs cuz i thought that it would heal it
I got some opens wounds that I’m struggling to seal it
Time heals all and time is revealing
Lord give me a sign, clear my Conscious, clean my mind
Pastor C.Hartwell