Ziekii - Pain A Lesson Lyrics

These rainy days I remember was sunny
Window was clear now my view looking muddy
Same niggas claim that they got your back turn around stab it
I swear that these niggas is scummy
Smiling in public like everything funny
Get on my own now my eyes feeling runny
Don't trust a bitch what I learned if you treat her too nice
She gon have you feeling like a dummy
Remember I learned that this life is a lonely one
Sixteen knew I was the only one
I could trust in the dust and if sun go down
Imma be on my own with the holy one
Asked for your help you ain't show me none
Don't try to make up you don't owe me nun
God had told me pain a lesson I looked up
And told him go ahead and show me sum
Taking trips to see my family
My heart was broken no I couldn't fathom
Looking at my papa in his eyes
And he forgot the man that's staring at him
I was just a boy when I had left
And I came back with so much more to tell him
No, he ain't dead and he still walking
But I am to him I wish that I still had him
Opened up and showed my feelings
I be thinking I'm the one who gon be losing
You gon do the things we do with someone else
When I'm the one who introduced them
All this overthinking got me in my head
It got me sick it I'm feeling queasy
Thinking everything I got I had to work
And you gon go and give it easy
Ppl been talking
Like they know me it's a shame
And they been claiming that they know
But I got only me to blame
Cuz I been putting on a show
These rainy days I remember was sunny
Window was clear now my view looking muddy
Same niggas claim that they got your back
Turn around stab it I swear these niggas is scummy
Smiling in public like everything funny
Get on my own now my eyes feeling runny
Don't trust a bitch what I learned if you treat her too nice
She gon have you feeling like a dummy
Remember I learned that this life is a lonely one
Sixteen knew I was the only one
I could trust in the dust and if sun go down
Imma be on my own with the holy one
Asked for your help you ain't show me none
Don't try to make up u don't owe me nun
God had told me pain a lesson I looked up
And told him go ahead and show me sum
I had seen you like a mother I was crushed
When I found out oh why'd you have to do it
It was too good to be true and I just couldn't see it
But looking back I shoulda knew it
Angel and a devil on my shoulder it's a war
And I been steady fighting through it
Swear I need therapy I won't admit it
So I'm confiding it my music
Told me that u gon ride with me swear I believe you
But I been lied to in the past
I just been feeling so angry inside
Hope a nigga gon try me so I can just spazz
Lately been praying I look to the heavens
Been thinking if he gon answer when I ask
Days just been feeling so numb I don't want them to end
But I wouldn't care if it's my
These rainy days I remember was sunny
Window was clear now my view looking muddy
Same niggas claim that they got your back
Turn around stab it I swear these niggas is scummy
Smiling in public like everything funny
Get on my own now my eyes feeling runny
Don't trust a bitch what I learned if you treat her too nice
She gon have you feeling like a dummy
Remember I learned that this life is a lonely one
Sixteen knew I was the only one
I could trust in the dust and if sun go down
Imma be on my own with the holy one
Asked for your help you ain't show me none
Don't try to make up u don't owe me nun
God had told me pain a lesson I looked up
And told him go ahead and show me sum

These rainy days I remember was sunny
Window was clear now my view looking muddy
Same niggas claim that they got your back turn around stab it
I swear that these niggas is scummy
Smiling in public like everything funny
Get on my own now my eyes feeling runny
Don't trust a bitch what I learned if you treat her too nice
She gon have you feeling like a dummy
Remember I learned that this life is a lonely one
Sixteen knew I was the only one
I could trust in the dust and if sun go down
Imma be on my own with the holy one
Asked for your help you ain't show me none
Don't try to make up you don't owe me nun
God had told me pain a lesson I looked up
And told him go ahead and show me sum
Taking trips to see my family
My heart was broken no I couldn't fathom
Looking at my papa in his eyes
And he forgot the man that's staring at him
I was just a boy when I had left
And I came back with so much more to tell him
No, he ain't dead and he still walking
But I am to him I wish that I still had him
Opened up and showed my feelings
I be thinking I'm the one who gon be losing
You gon do the things we do with someone else
When I'm the one who introduced them
All this overthinking got me in my head
It got me sick it I'm feeling queasy
Thinking everything I got I had to work
And you gon go and give it easy
Ppl been talking
Like they know me it's a shame
And they been claiming that they know
But I got only me to blame
Cuz I been putting on a show
These rainy days I remember was sunny
Window was clear now my view looking muddy
Same niggas claim that they got your back
Turn around stab it I swear these niggas is scummy
Smiling in public like everything funny
Get on my own now my eyes feeling runny
Don't trust a bitch what I learned if you treat her too nice
She gon have you feeling like a dummy
Remember I learned that this life is a lonely one
Sixteen knew I was the only one
I could trust in the dust and if sun go down
Imma be on my own with the holy one
Asked for your help you ain't show me none
Don't try to make up u don't owe me nun
God had told me pain a lesson I looked up
And told him go ahead and show me sum
I had seen you like a mother I was crushed
When I found out oh why'd you have to do it
It was too good to be true and I just couldn't see it
But looking back I shoulda knew it
Angel and a devil on my shoulder it's a war
And I been steady fighting through it
Swear I need therapy I won't admit it
So I'm confiding it my music
Told me that u gon ride with me swear I believe you
But I been lied to in the past
I just been feeling so angry inside
Hope a nigga gon try me so I can just spazz
Lately been praying I look to the heavens
Been thinking if he gon answer when I ask
Days just been feeling so numb I don't want them to end
But I wouldn't care if it's my
These rainy days I remember was sunny
Window was clear now my view looking muddy
Same niggas claim that they got your back
Turn around stab it I swear these niggas is scummy
Smiling in public like everything funny
Get on my own now my eyes feeling runny
Don't trust a bitch what I learned if you treat her too nice
She gon have you feeling like a dummy
Remember I learned that this life is a lonely one
Sixteen knew I was the only one
I could trust in the dust and if sun go down
Imma be on my own with the holy one
Asked for your help you ain't show me none
Don't try to make up u don't owe me nun
God had told me pain a lesson I looked up
And told him go ahead and show me sum