Zhary - For The Fallen Lyrics

You don't know how real it get
I been fighting way too long, dawg
Having dreams of getting money got my mind fucked up
I wish my sister was still here so I could tell her wassup
Like I'm alright, like I'll be fine
But I'd be lying if I didn't tell you I ain't shed a tear in a while
But the last time I did was prolly cause I had you on my mind
Like I can't look at pictures now cause it just be fucking up my vibe
Cause we ain't had a conversation in a while
And I left your shit on read
Tears running red, my blood soaking this pen, so I could
Write this shit with ink that match my heart and how I feel
Hope you know my heart enough to know I'm sorry, and I loved you
But I guess I'll never know for sure until I'm up above too, damn
This just how real it get
I been fighting way too long, dawg
All this pain I lost my innocence
Fucked around and lost my heart, dawg
This one's for all the fallen soldiers
This one for the ones you cant get over
But I swear the memories don't fade, no
Tired of burning incense
Missing memories from when I was innocent
This shit get too deep sometimes, I swear that I could swim
But I take a look inside my past and I just be wondering if I can't win, damn
Looked at all my sins, sometimes it feel like I'm still paying for them
Like all my niggas locked inside that box, I still be praying for them
Even though we smile against the odds, that shit be adding up
Keep the circle small, but no subtracting unless it's loyalty that was
And if it was it's gone be eulogies until that debt get paid
I keep a rainy day fund of goodbyes for rainy days
Got it tatted on my left to remind a nigga that I'm blessed
And if I'm right or wrong, I still hope I could pass the final test, yeah
This just how real it get
I been fighting way too long dawg
All this pain I lost my innocence
Fucked around and lost my heart dawg
This one's for all the fallen soldiers
This one for the ones you cant get over
But at least the memories don't fade, no
I was waiting till the sky was falling
To see my angels that done went before me
I know that in my mind, you're looking down over me
Did you think we'd ever make it here

You don't know how real it get
I been fighting way too long, dawg
Having dreams of getting money got my mind fucked up
I wish my sister was still here so I could tell her wassup
Like I'm alright, like I'll be fine
But I'd be lying if I didn't tell you I ain't shed a tear in a while
But the last time I did was prolly cause I had you on my mind
Like I can't look at pictures now cause it just be fucking up my vibe
Cause we ain't had a conversation in a while
And I left your shit on read
Tears running red, my blood soaking this pen, so I could
Write this shit with ink that match my heart and how I feel
Hope you know my heart enough to know I'm sorry, and I loved you
But I guess I'll never know for sure until I'm up above too, damn
This just how real it get
I been fighting way too long, dawg
All this pain I lost my innocence
Fucked around and lost my heart, dawg
This one's for all the fallen soldiers
This one for the ones you cant get over
But I swear the memories don't fade, no
Tired of burning incense
Missing memories from when I was innocent
This shit get too deep sometimes, I swear that I could swim
But I take a look inside my past and I just be wondering if I can't win, damn
Looked at all my sins, sometimes it feel like I'm still paying for them
Like all my niggas locked inside that box, I still be praying for them
Even though we smile against the odds, that shit be adding up
Keep the circle small, but no subtracting unless it's loyalty that was
And if it was it's gone be eulogies until that debt get paid
I keep a rainy day fund of goodbyes for rainy days
Got it tatted on my left to remind a nigga that I'm blessed
And if I'm right or wrong, I still hope I could pass the final test, yeah
This just how real it get
I been fighting way too long dawg
All this pain I lost my innocence
Fucked around and lost my heart dawg
This one's for all the fallen soldiers
This one for the ones you cant get over
But at least the memories don't fade, no
I was waiting till the sky was falling
To see my angels that done went before me
I know that in my mind, you're looking down over me
Did you think we'd ever make it here