Zerk - Dark Therapy Lyrics

I got women on their knees and they hopin' I'm gon' be fillin' 'em
Men are on their knees and they hopin' I won't be killin' 'em
People lookin' up to me so devoted to listenin'
And lately I'm feeling like I'm a God
I think there might be somethin', a Holy Ghost that is enterin'
They're kneelin' right in front of me holdin' rosaries and the beads
You're bleedin' from the cuts and I'm holdin' open your injuries
And sendin' a picture right to your squad
The heater gettin' tucked in a overcoat with the tendency
To reach into the front and I blow a hole and I end it
Eat the beat until I'm stuffed and I'm overflowin' with sentences
And maybe that's why I'm a little odd
I put my penis in the butts of these hoes and it won't be exiting
I leave it 'til it's stuck and it's swollen until they sever it
The needle sews it up and I woke up a whole new gender
Better believe it, I'm ready to get it on
Reachin' for the money and going over percentages
I'm readin' through the book all the notes I wrote with the pen in it
Even if you look every moment over a century
Don't think that you will ever see no one flowin' so intricate
You don't even get it bitch you don't know what you're dealin' with
I be focused on winnin' and overdosin' on Ritalin
They get thrown off the edge of a motor boat to be swimmin' I'm
Floatin' over my enemies in a pond
I think I'm missin' some of my chromosomes and I'm mentally
Depleted just enough to opening newer senses
I think about just leavin' and goin' but never get to
Like a piece of me is stuck in a portal to new dimensions
Creatures waking up when I'm home alone in my bedroom
Put some liquor in the cup and then pour some more for the dead ones
I think I've been in love with this sort of flow for a minute
So the people that discover me call me goat when I end it
It ain't too easy trying to stay dodgin' rain drops
I look around and it's all that I see
I just do me I don't care bout what they got
Just play the music 'til I'm fallin' asleep
By any means is the same rules I play by
Cause slowin' down ain't no option for me
So I just stay up and write songs all night long
And turn all these lights off, it's Dark Therapy
I'm goin' in I'm bout to burst through the door
There ain't nobody bringin' a dope verse anymore
I've been seein' a lot of these other people be choppin' it up
But there ain't no clarity to their words anymore
I can't even listen but I been plannin' to get it
Right from the very beginning back from the birth of the boy
Tryna come up from nothin' and I'm just stuck in the gutter damn it
I come from another planet to Earth to destroy
But I was put in this body with other human babies
I was forced into a society that I truly hated
I would try to fit in but had a problem communicating
So I became the one every person avoids
I try to cope with it by drinkin' another bottle
To try to kill the pain up in my brain it was comin' out of
I try to do better but everyday was becomin' harder
To scrape up another dollar I'm searchin' for coins
'Cause I don't get paid just, gotta look in my cup holder
I live in a place that, I gotta keep guns loaded
I really hate this, I'm feelin' anxious
I never blaze shit, but got a few blunts rolled up
I need a plane trip, no I need a space ship
Ain't heard of me anyway, I ain't got any fame yet
So I gotta get up I gotta try to escape this
(Yeah) And that was when I first made a choice
And then I just stay isolated, I'm hidden for weeks
And I sit and listen to beats until it just hurts from the noise
Get a coffee to keep me up and I pour me another cup
When I'm strugglin' coming up with the words of my voice
But I gotta do somethin', I don't know how to begin it
Because I feel like a car that ain't got no battery in it
But I know I gotta get up because I have to be winnin'
Before I'm endin' up buried down in the dirt in Detroit
It ain't too easy trying to stay dodgin' rain drops
I look around and it's all that I see
I just do me I don't care bout what they got
Just play the music 'til I'm fallin' asleep
By any means is the same rules I play by
Cause slowin' down ain't no option for me
So I just stay up and write songs all night long
And turn all these lights off, it's Dark Therapy

I got women on their knees and they hopin' I'm gon' be fillin' 'em
Men are on their knees and they hopin' I won't be killin' 'em
People lookin' up to me so devoted to listenin'
And lately I'm feeling like I'm a God
I think there might be somethin', a Holy Ghost that is enterin'
They're kneelin' right in front of me holdin' rosaries and the beads
You're bleedin' from the cuts and I'm holdin' open your injuries
And sendin' a picture right to your squad
The heater gettin' tucked in a overcoat with the tendency
To reach into the front and I blow a hole and I end it
Eat the beat until I'm stuffed and I'm overflowin' with sentences
And maybe that's why I'm a little odd
I put my penis in the butts of these hoes and it won't be exiting
I leave it 'til it's stuck and it's swollen until they sever it
The needle sews it up and I woke up a whole new gender
Better believe it, I'm ready to get it on
Reachin' for the money and going over percentages
I'm readin' through the book all the notes I wrote with the pen in it
Even if you look every moment over a century
Don't think that you will ever see no one flowin' so intricate
You don't even get it bitch you don't know what you're dealin' with
I be focused on winnin' and overdosin' on Ritalin
They get thrown off the edge of a motor boat to be swimmin' I'm
Floatin' over my enemies in a pond
I think I'm missin' some of my chromosomes and I'm mentally
Depleted just enough to opening newer senses
I think about just leavin' and goin' but never get to
Like a piece of me is stuck in a portal to new dimensions
Creatures waking up when I'm home alone in my bedroom
Put some liquor in the cup and then pour some more for the dead ones
I think I've been in love with this sort of flow for a minute
So the people that discover me call me goat when I end it
It ain't too easy trying to stay dodgin' rain drops
I look around and it's all that I see
I just do me I don't care bout what they got
Just play the music 'til I'm fallin' asleep
By any means is the same rules I play by
Cause slowin' down ain't no option for me
So I just stay up and write songs all night long
And turn all these lights off, it's Dark Therapy
I'm goin' in I'm bout to burst through the door
There ain't nobody bringin' a dope verse anymore
I've been seein' a lot of these other people be choppin' it up
But there ain't no clarity to their words anymore
I can't even listen but I been plannin' to get it
Right from the very beginning back from the birth of the boy
Tryna come up from nothin' and I'm just stuck in the gutter damn it
I come from another planet to Earth to destroy
But I was put in this body with other human babies
I was forced into a society that I truly hated
I would try to fit in but had a problem communicating
So I became the one every person avoids
I try to cope with it by drinkin' another bottle
To try to kill the pain up in my brain it was comin' out of
I try to do better but everyday was becomin' harder
To scrape up another dollar I'm searchin' for coins
'Cause I don't get paid just, gotta look in my cup holder
I live in a place that, I gotta keep guns loaded
I really hate this, I'm feelin' anxious
I never blaze shit, but got a few blunts rolled up
I need a plane trip, no I need a space ship
Ain't heard of me anyway, I ain't got any fame yet
So I gotta get up I gotta try to escape this
(Yeah) And that was when I first made a choice
And then I just stay isolated, I'm hidden for weeks
And I sit and listen to beats until it just hurts from the noise
Get a coffee to keep me up and I pour me another cup
When I'm strugglin' coming up with the words of my voice
But I gotta do somethin', I don't know how to begin it
Because I feel like a car that ain't got no battery in it
But I know I gotta get up because I have to be winnin'
Before I'm endin' up buried down in the dirt in Detroit
It ain't too easy trying to stay dodgin' rain drops
I look around and it's all that I see
I just do me I don't care bout what they got
Just play the music 'til I'm fallin' asleep
By any means is the same rules I play by
Cause slowin' down ain't no option for me
So I just stay up and write songs all night long
And turn all these lights off, it's Dark Therapy