Zephyr XD - Nervous Laughter Lyrics

Sleeping on bunk beds
In a little house
My neighbors garden
Is where i spent my time
Then i learned piano
And i knew that was a sign
Thought i had found happiness
When im writing lines
All that shaped me
Into what i am today
Trauma after trauma
Mixed with a few good days
Wishing for more love
No matter what was said
Having to find out myself
What gets me outta bed
Shadows around every corner
Voices in the silence
Helped me find my love
In the music theres no violence
Venting all my problems
To no one but myself
Finally becoming proud of something
And learning to love myself
Now im sleeping
On a mattress on the floor
But now i buy my berries
And write songs with my time
Learned to live with bipolarity
Tryna change peoples lives
But i still find my happiness
When i write my lines
Rapping for the fun of it
But singing is my pride
Poisoned by the memories
Of when life made me cry
Doing drugs i really hate
To try and make me fine
Drifting from my love
All i needed was a sign
Dating just for drugs
Self medicating daily
I was really spiraling
Not worried bout my safety
My savior was at work
She doesnt think im crazy
She showed me how to love
From everything she saved me
All that shaped me
Into what i am today
Trauma after trauma
Mixed with a few good days
Wishing for more love
No matter what was said
Having to find out myself
What gets me outta bed
Shadows around every corner
Voices in the silence
Helped me find my love
In the music theres no violence
Venting all my problems
To no one but myself
Finally becoming proud of something
And learning to love myself

Sleeping on bunk beds
In a little house
My neighbors garden
Is where i spent my time
Then i learned piano
And i knew that was a sign
Thought i had found happiness
When im writing lines
All that shaped me
Into what i am today
Trauma after trauma
Mixed with a few good days
Wishing for more love
No matter what was said
Having to find out myself
What gets me outta bed
Shadows around every corner
Voices in the silence
Helped me find my love
In the music theres no violence
Venting all my problems
To no one but myself
Finally becoming proud of something
And learning to love myself
Now im sleeping
On a mattress on the floor
But now i buy my berries
And write songs with my time
Learned to live with bipolarity
Tryna change peoples lives
But i still find my happiness
When i write my lines
Rapping for the fun of it
But singing is my pride
Poisoned by the memories
Of when life made me cry
Doing drugs i really hate
To try and make me fine
Drifting from my love
All i needed was a sign
Dating just for drugs
Self medicating daily
I was really spiraling
Not worried bout my safety
My savior was at work
She doesnt think im crazy
She showed me how to love
From everything she saved me
All that shaped me
Into what i am today
Trauma after trauma
Mixed with a few good days
Wishing for more love
No matter what was said
Having to find out myself
What gets me outta bed
Shadows around every corner
Voices in the silence
Helped me find my love
In the music theres no violence
Venting all my problems
To no one but myself
Finally becoming proud of something
And learning to love myself