ZENtheRapper - After Life Lyrics

I sit and... ZEN

You know sometimes I sit and wish
Thinking about the afterlife
Thinking about what's after life
What's after spite

ZEN
I sit and wish sometimes that I could lift my rhymes
I sit and wish sometimes, somehow got past the guys
They sense how I passed my prime
This how I hypnotize
Drop back, make my past go long
If I'm opp pack, at least the tracks get known
I'm standing on my deliverance, make my passions known
Standing still in remembrance, make my calves get strong
Craft these letters into sentences
I'm tryna crack the levels past the censorship
Crack my rhymes so meticulous
Charge em access just for listening
I'm a artist, yeah I'm sensitive
Shades of Carter
Heart beat harder
Now I'm harping
Shouts to fathers
Out the harness

That's what's fucking with me
I don't know why, but I can't go back to sleep
You serious
You really thinking about quitting
The life
Yeah
Most definitely

I sit and wish sometimes that I could lift my kind
Get em started, ascend from the pine
I traded the wins from the grind
For the winds in the sky
Can't even believe I'm penning these lines
Make em wait till I finish my rhymes
Take my place
When I sit it's divine
I ain't insane
I'm just splitting my mind
I rock the page
Beat scissors every time
Put a riddle in every rhyme
I'm appealing the very sky
It's been uphill and I'm very tired
I kicked the pill and they was very hot
I spit my will in like every line
Pimp my wheels, y'all can keep the ride
Y'all can keep the lies
Imma teach em why
Scenes from the Nile
Zen keep the peace in the house
They keep on bleepin me out
I'm Mr. Miyao, king of my crown
Bring me my pound
Finna plant some seeds in my lounge
My bed found peace in the clouds
I wrote em my death, now they peepin the sound
I sold em my best, now they leaving my out
I'm approaching my crest, I ain't thinking of the ground
Ay

Well, that's what I've been sitting here contemplating
First, I'm going to deliver this case to Marcellus
Then, basically, I'm just going to walk the Earth