Zenrei, Jess Angela - Indigo Blue Lyrics

Since I met you, I see the world in shades of indigo blue
Tired of the trouble and the things that I go through

Since I met you, I see the world in shades of indigo blue
Tired of the trouble and the things that I go through

Indigo blue, sobering grey
When will the light in my heart see the light of day
Hardest time in my life, the mysterious way
You left without a word, I didn't know what to say
I didn't share my feelings because I knew you wouldn't care
That's justified by the fact that you never tried to be there
Like when my mum was lying in a hospital bed
About to have an operation, 1 in 20 chance she'd be dead
You could have said anything but you were silent instead
Don't know what was going through your head but that still fucks with my head,
But I see in indigo blue, no, I don't see in red
All the times we broke bread
One day I thought we'd be wed

Since I met you, I see the world in shades of indigo blue
Tired of the trouble and the things that I go through

Since I met you, I see the world in shades of indigo blue
Tired of the trouble and the things that I go through

Troubled self-image, anxiety, depression
Big you're looking at your socials wouldn't get that impression
I have to be myself can't honour your repression
Babylon are still here propagating their oppression
When it was a question of life and death, you didn't have a second just to waste your breath
Forgave you cos I loved you, see it in a different frame now
Don't know if I can hear from you or ever hear your name now
Self-blamed myself when you left, I don't know who to blame now
But I can't cut myself, or let me feel no shame now
Had to wax poetic when our star was on the wane now
Artistry the motive, and Zenrei is the name now

Since I met you, I see the world in shades of indigo blue
Tired of the trouble and the things that I go through

Indigo blue, indigo blue
All the time that I spent with you
Our love wasn't true
Indigo blue, indigo blue
It's time I let go of you