Zen Garden - Alone Lyrics

It feels like time's just passing me by
Every day I don't know
How the hell I got into this hole
But I want out
Every day I'm just contemplating
Where are my real friends
And what the fuck are they saying
Hell I could really use a helping hand right now
Can you hear me crying out

Cause every day I get more alone
Yeah every day is just a waging war
It's getting all blown out
Man I don't think you'll understand what I'm talking about
No no
Man I don't think you
Man I don't think that you'll understand
No no

Cause I'm fighting every day
To give myself a little self-worth
Can you try hear my voice
Yeah I know
That I made my mistakes
But I cannot take them back now
Can you hear me cry out
Yeah I just need a friend
I just need someone to be there for me right now
But the time is ticking slowly
I don't think that I'll be here tomorrow
No no no no

I'm trying to cleanse my soul
I'm trying to get my shit together on a daily basis
But it feels like it's just a waste
I'm trying to build new bridges
With everyone around me
But as soon as that bridge gets built it collapses
Because I can't seem to get my shit together
It's like I attract bad weather

And every day I get more alone
Yeah every day is just a waging war
It's getting all blown out
Man I don't think you'll understand what I'm talking about
No no
Man I don't think you
Man I don't think that you'll understand
No no

Cause I'm fighting every day
To give myself a little self-worth
Can you try hear my voice
Yeah I know
That I made my mistakes
But I cannot take them back now
Can you hear me cry out
Yeah I just need a friend
I just need someone to be there for me right now
But the time is ticking slowly
I don't think that I'll be here tomorrow
No no no no
I don't think that I'll be here tomorrow
No no no no