Zello - Deep In Thought Lyrics

Knock Knock! can we come in?
"Who's out there?"
All of your regrets and harmful thoughts
Please let us in, No! you'll ruin everything even more
I don't need extra problems
Can't you hear it in my voice when it talks volumes
FUCK all these poems, FUCK all these Rhythms
When i'm lost
Depression is already crawling in
Anxiety resting in my head like it's a hotel

Thoughts scattered like a puzzle
Pieces of me feel like I don't fit in
Outside all I got are fake emotions
Keeping it together when I'm with my close friends
Then when the lights are off eyes are closed
Hearts running off like there's a race
Fake scenarios, in the dark
Scared to move
Now i've spend hours on useless memories

That I wish I could forget
I'm just LOST, In my own thoughts
That where you'll find me if you go on the search
I'm just LOST, in the pieces, of my heartbreak
That's where you'll find me
That's where you'll find me

Repeated flashbacks that's all I be receiving
My inner demons love to keep me overwhelmed
With issues and mistakes made by my younger self
Trapped in a cage with no lock it must be fake
Banging on the bars forced to be kept awake
Then they slither into my darkest thoughts like a snake
I'll never be enough but music is my safe place
While i got pen and paper I will dweel till the end
Nobody can hurt me as much
Since you don't know what goes on in my mind anymore
I'm so lost in this corridor
Anger written on the walls
Mold spreading from past memories
Believing we are now enemies
She's moved on but I'm frozen in place
Crowded in my head, voices fighting before bed
All these fake scenarios, in the dark
I'm scared to move
Now i've spend hours on useless memories

That I wish I could forget
I'm just LOST, In my own thoughts
That where you'll find me if you go on the search
I'm just LOST, in the pieces, of my heartbreak
That's where you'll find me
That's where you'll find me