ZC3 - Lonely Lyrics

I don't wanna show
What's been going on
In my head
I'll open up when I'm dead
When I'm dead
Y'all don't even know
Nah
The things I've seen
The shit that I been through
Y'all don't wanna know me
Deep down I'm fucking lonely
My mom still fuck with my head
I try but never forget
Those nights that I got no sleep
White knuckles under my sheets
They ask if I been ok but
What the fuck do you think yeah
Anxiety's been trying me yeah
And damn it I think I might lose
But come try on my shoes
Got people all looking up
Feel like I'm not good enough
I'll do my best not to let y'all down
I'm drowning in old lies
Have nightmares of your cold eyes
These demons are all so loud
But why am I so lonely
Someone told me that I'll be okay
Even when I'm with my homies
Feel like nobody knows me
I gotta find my own way
But why am I so lonely
Someone told me that I'll be okay

I don't wanna show
What's been going on
In my head
I'll open up when I'm dead
When I'm dead
Y'all don't even know
Nah
The things I've seen
The shit that I been through
Y'all don't wanna know me
Deep down I'm fucking lonely
My mom still fuck with my head
I try but never forget
Those nights that I got no sleep
White knuckles under my sheets
They ask if I been ok but
What the fuck do you think yeah
Anxiety's been trying me yeah
And damn it I think I might lose
But come try on my shoes
Got people all looking up
Feel like I'm not good enough
I'll do my best not to let y'all down
I'm drowning in old lies
Have nightmares of your cold eyes
These demons are all so loud
But why am I so lonely
Someone told me that I'll be okay
Even when I'm with my homies
Feel like nobody knows me
I gotta find my own way
But why am I so lonely
Someone told me that I'll be okay