Zayguap, Kirby Gage - Heartbroken Lyrics

Finding your love, and wishing your pain would depart
I always had heart, never smarts
That's probably what tore us apart
Probably what had me waiting all alone in the dark
I stripped away all that we had
It made this a waste of the time that I had in the past
I changed the direction of me and my path
It burned me away and swept up all the ashes
I'm alone now
I don't even really wanna use my phone now
Wonder if its me, or if there is a way for me to change place with a clone now
Wonder if I have hope for me, I don't
There were demons holding me and now I know
There's another side of me that I don't show
And I've been here before, I been here before

In pieces
Wide open
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
You were for me but I guess you didn't notice
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
In pieces
Wide open
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
You were for me but I guess you didn't notice
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken

Praying every night you would come back to me
Like we could manufacture love, but we're no factory
The night that I lost you catastrophe
The way I described heartbreak was happening
Cause first we fall in love, and then we fall apart
And then I hit the bottle, and then I hit restart
Trying to find somebody who had me and your connection
That's when I realized that you really were a blessing
Stressing, cause I can't act the same without your presence
Make me hurt with depressions
Perfection for you essence
And please don't mention, how it was my fault
Cause my own mistake put my faith in a vault
Nagging pains had me trying to shake 'em off
Couldn't buy back her bond, there's no way to pay 'em off
And me not having you has me losing my focus
I'm only hoping I stop feeling hopeless

In pieces
Wide open
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
You were for me but I guess you didn't notice
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
In pieces
Wide open
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
You were for me but I guess you didn't notice
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken

You can to my place, uh
We messed up first take, uh
Hope that we go replay, uh
Told them get out my face
I got a mask to hide my rage
Went south now I think I'm insane
Insane, insane, run a race inside my brain
Trapped inside a maze
Got a story tryna fill my pages
My story lost a key piece, now I don't know if I'll make it
Pacing, cause I done seen the end and all the dangers
Dangers, dangers, hiding from all my angers

In pieces
Wide open
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
You were for me but I guess you didn't notice
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
In pieces
Wide open
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken
You were for me but I guess you didn't notice
I'm bleeding
Heartbroken