Zari Alexandria - Party of One Lyrics

Caught up in my feelings
No matter how hard I try I can't get out
My heart needs healing
Revealing it's loneliness and distress
I'm about to give in, let the pathetic side win
Empathy is gone
Yet it's been like this for so long
I've always been by myself here

I'm at a party of one
And it isn't fun as it used to be
I know usually, I don't mind being alone
But now the results shown
Say I want company
'Cause this party is not for me!
Can we bring another person
Or do I need a lesson that solitude is fine?
I can't make up my mind

Maybe it's because I tend to stay in my room
Avoiding the idea of table for two
It's not getting better riding solo forever
My energy declining faster than ever
The balloons have been popped, streamers thrown away
The music had stopped
And no one has stayed around (Should have stayed away)
To change my fate
And at this rate I'll still state that

I'm at a party of one
And it isn't fun as it used to be
I know usually, I don't mind being alone
But now the results shown
Say I want company
'Cause this party is not for me!
Can we bring another person
Or do I need a lesson that solitude is fine?
I can't make up my mind

Do I need other people to be happy?
In this moment, I feel crappy
With it just being me
But my soul won't get bruised
If I choose to continue on with the way I am
I could be fine
But I can't make up my mind

I'm at a party of one
And it isn't fun as it used to be
I know usually, I don't mind being alone
But now the results shown
Say I want company
'Cause this party is not for me!

I'm at a party of one
And it isn't fun as it used to be
I know usually, I don't mind being alone
But now the results shown
Say I want company
'Cause this party is not for me!
Can we bring another person
Or do I need a lesson that solitude is fine?
I can't make up my mind

Party of one
Party of one
Party of one
Party of one

Party of one (Blow out the candles)
Party of one (Make a wish!)
Party of one (What did I wish for?)
Party of one (For me to accept this)
Party of one
Party of one
Party of one
Party of one

Party of one
Party of one
Party of one
Party of one