Zango Kubheka - We'll Be Okay Lyrics

Yeah
I'm tryna fight my demons, but these bitches got hands
Gahdamn
Hm mh, God was more than man
No one tried to tell me that this God was more than man
Understand
Said I'm tryna fight my demons, but these bitches got hands
Gahdamn
Does anybody really understand
I don't believe you when you tell me that you love me
They told me love was beautiful
So why I feel so ugly when I introspect
Memories I recollect are tainted
By the jaded frame of mind I find myself in and in retrospect
I lost all of my common sense
I never should have let myself think you would stick around
Let you dig into my soul and you didn't like what you found
But I gave you what you wanted when I shared what was there
But it isn't fair that you made a nigga think you care
Listen
It's not my fault I make it difficult to love me
I feel like an imposter when you tell me that you want me
Coz I give you all of me and then you leave
And then I bleed
Everything I love leaves and that's just the way it be
So I love the pain
Maybe that way it will go away
I love being alone, so maybe that will make you stay
I love the hollow feeling that I get inside my chest
When I say that I wanna see you and you say another day
I love being rejected
I love feeling neglected
I love feeling used and abandoned, being disconnected
I love the fact that I make everyone who cares regret it
I love the fact that I take what I feel I project it
Misery loves company, that's why I love to be alone
Ask myself if I'm okay and the answer's always been no
You don't deserve that
You don't deserve to see me in this state
But if you finally come around, I hope that it isn't too late
Tryna fight my demons, but these bitches got hands
Gahdamn
Does anybody really understand
I can't do this on my own, coz I'm only just a man
Is this how Jesus felt when he was only just a man
Tryna fight my demons, but these bitches got hands
Gahdamn
Does anybody really understand
I can't do this on my own, coz I'm only just a man
Is this how Jesus
(Check, check, yeah)
I'm not the same, and I don't think that I'll ever be
Even if I tried, that's just something that I'll never be
Dealing with the fact that I might be my own worst enemy
Looking at my dad and thinking that this shit's hereditary
He went to therapy, but that's a step I can't take
Even though the cracks are showing and there's things I can't fake anymore
Close the door to the notion of really dealing with shit
Ignore the feeling and tell yourself that you healing and shit
Revealing this shit, then watching people leave you and shit
Antagonizing vulnerability, it's evil as shit
I'll deal with this shit, the way I know how
Lacing dope beats, and then cultivating sounds for me to float on
We know the show must go on
Investing in myself because my stocks about to go off
Get on the beat, I go off
They think that I'm a show off
But this is where a nigga takes the steam he needs to blow off
I've been going through a lot
I really have been going through a lot
Can't pretend that life is fair because it's really not
So all I can do is sit up in my room and try to plot
On ways to make it out the hood and take this music to the top
And when the album drops, I really hope that you listen
I hope you pay attention and play it from start to finish
Coz in it I speak my truth and all the things I can't say
Shit is tense right now, but I know that we'll be okay
I know we'll be okay
(We'll be okay)
(Ain't that right Zango)
(Yeah)

Yeah
I'm tryna fight my demons, but these bitches got hands
Gahdamn
Hm mh, God was more than man
No one tried to tell me that this God was more than man
Understand
Said I'm tryna fight my demons, but these bitches got hands
Gahdamn
Does anybody really understand
I don't believe you when you tell me that you love me
They told me love was beautiful
So why I feel so ugly when I introspect
Memories I recollect are tainted
By the jaded frame of mind I find myself in and in retrospect
I lost all of my common sense
I never should have let myself think you would stick around
Let you dig into my soul and you didn't like what you found
But I gave you what you wanted when I shared what was there
But it isn't fair that you made a nigga think you care
Listen
It's not my fault I make it difficult to love me
I feel like an imposter when you tell me that you want me
Coz I give you all of me and then you leave
And then I bleed
Everything I love leaves and that's just the way it be
So I love the pain
Maybe that way it will go away
I love being alone, so maybe that will make you stay
I love the hollow feeling that I get inside my chest
When I say that I wanna see you and you say another day
I love being rejected
I love feeling neglected
I love feeling used and abandoned, being disconnected
I love the fact that I make everyone who cares regret it
I love the fact that I take what I feel I project it
Misery loves company, that's why I love to be alone
Ask myself if I'm okay and the answer's always been no
You don't deserve that
You don't deserve to see me in this state
But if you finally come around, I hope that it isn't too late
Tryna fight my demons, but these bitches got hands
Gahdamn
Does anybody really understand
I can't do this on my own, coz I'm only just a man
Is this how Jesus felt when he was only just a man
Tryna fight my demons, but these bitches got hands
Gahdamn
Does anybody really understand
I can't do this on my own, coz I'm only just a man
Is this how Jesus
(Check, check, yeah)
I'm not the same, and I don't think that I'll ever be
Even if I tried, that's just something that I'll never be
Dealing with the fact that I might be my own worst enemy
Looking at my dad and thinking that this shit's hereditary
He went to therapy, but that's a step I can't take
Even though the cracks are showing and there's things I can't fake anymore
Close the door to the notion of really dealing with shit
Ignore the feeling and tell yourself that you healing and shit
Revealing this shit, then watching people leave you and shit
Antagonizing vulnerability, it's evil as shit
I'll deal with this shit, the way I know how
Lacing dope beats, and then cultivating sounds for me to float on
We know the show must go on
Investing in myself because my stocks about to go off
Get on the beat, I go off
They think that I'm a show off
But this is where a nigga takes the steam he needs to blow off
I've been going through a lot
I really have been going through a lot
Can't pretend that life is fair because it's really not
So all I can do is sit up in my room and try to plot
On ways to make it out the hood and take this music to the top
And when the album drops, I really hope that you listen
I hope you pay attention and play it from start to finish
Coz in it I speak my truth and all the things I can't say
Shit is tense right now, but I know that we'll be okay
I know we'll be okay
(We'll be okay)
(Ain't that right Zango)
(Yeah)