Zango Kubheka - Outro Lyrics

It really shouldn't be this hard
For me to understand
That just because I'm out here
Tryna be a better man
That you would want to stick around
And follow through with me
You paint a picture
And it's difficult for me to see
It's easy for me just to say
That I got no complaints
Avoiding conflict
So I simply say there's no debate
The music is the only way
I can communicate
But by the time you here this
It's prolly gon' be too late
I never give you a reason
To try and stick around
But all this work I'm putting in
I hope it makes you proud
I call you just to hear your voice
Coz it's my favourite sound
Already know you won't pick up
Because you're not around
I can't be mad
Because I'm also never really home
I'm touching road in the hopes
That I get the show
And when I'm not
I would really rather be alone
But all I ask is when I call
That you pick up the phone
Ugh, why are you talking like that
No Zango, no
Unfortunately, you don't have a right
To speak to me like that right now
I don't appreciate it
What are you doing
Coz you're genuinely
Just pushing me away even further
Although I love her
And it hurts to see her cry
The parts of me that really cared
Eventually withered and died
Along the way
I have nothing left to say
I come alive at night
And then I sleep all through the day
Because I don't want to be seen
I don't want to be heard
Because I'll be misunderstood
And I can't seem to put in words
The way I feel
So I'd rather say nothing at all
I'd rather keep it to myself
For fear of appearing small
I'll let you think that I'm strong
But I'm lying to you
Lying to myself
Can't even describe to you
The broken state of mental health
I'm experiencing
Sand in the hour glass stagnates
And time stands still
At least that's how it feels
But I'm trapped in it and sinking
Cyclical overthinking
High school was last week
And in one instance of blinking
I'm 20 years old
And I feel like I haven't done shit
I feel like I might as well quit
Coz I try to make my moves
But I might just be playing the wrong game
Shooting shots but never taking aim
And so I'm missing every time
But I'm passing to my homies and I'm putting up dimes
Fuck it
If I don't score at least my niggas all getting buckets
That's how we win
Emphasis on we
I do this shit for y'all
The music isn't about me
I drink bitter herbs
Instead of sweet tea
Because it tastes like earth
Instead of heaven
I'm a heathen like my brethren
But divine in my purity
I can give you assurity
And bless the sinners and souls
Tryna cleanse their impurity
Ascension's on the cards
And we're all approaching divinity
You can never limit me
Time scale infinity
This feeling is cosmic
Celestial intuition
Coz my vision is Godly
Prophetic words flow
Let pathetic words go
Let the opps know
That I'm on my many men flow
And so it goes
Every single pitch is in the zone
Every single pitch is in the zone
Every single pitch is in the zone
Because I never miss
I could name drop some wack rappers
But I never diss
Trolling all these niggas on twitter
Because I take the piss
Hate me
But you can't seem to stop your girlfriend
From playing this
Tell your homies play my shit
Coz I'm legit
And I'm the shit
I'm in this bitch
I'm in a whip
I'm in the sh
Keep the gl
I'm sh th cl
I'll be taking over shit soon
Finna take it to the moon
Like Metro, make it boom
For real
My destiny was written in the stars
music is the vehicle
I'm tryna take it far
For real
For real
For real
For real
That's how you feel
That's how I feel
That's how I feel
But in the meantime
I think I be better off alone
I think I be better off alone
I got people blowing up my phone
I'm on flight mode
I don't wanna talk
I think I be better on my own
What do people want from me
Everybody wants something
So I think I would rather be alone
I don't wanna talk
(Fuck)
Put a hundred 80 on the dash
Foot is steady pressing on the gas
Close my eyes and whip it with no hands
Any moment now and we could crash
So I think would rather be alone
Before I implode
(Before I implode)
It's the nature of every shining mass of gas in this universe
A dense collection of nuclear reactions
Brazenly burning bright and beautiful
Too hot for anything to ever hope to get close
Without disintegrating
But
With just enough gravitational force
To keep other celestial bodies in it's orbit
Just enough to never truly be alone
But every star knows its fate
Every star knows that it's flame is unsustainable
And that eventually
a black hole will take its place
A void
Where there was once a light so pure and so true
A light that looked like it would never leave
But it will
Because it has to
And so this once bright star's light will pail
And bleed
And it will start to come a part
Expanding
Wearing itself thin
Because it's running out of energy to keep itself together
But even then
As a giant
Red and dead
It will endure
And it will burn
Until it has nothing left to give
And then it will collapse in on itself
Beautifully and spectacularly
Under the weight of it's own effluence and mass
In a blinding and brilliant supernova
An inevitable catastrophe, but a magnificent demise
The universal law of gravity says that the matter that remains
Will find it's way towards itself
And conglomerate into a mass of emptiness
That sucks in everything that gets to close
And becomes part of the singularity
The inescapable gravity of absolutely nothing
Just blackness and nothing
So the warning surmised from this order of events
Is that you must never get too close
Please
I can't let you get too close to me
I don't know how long I'll be able to keep myself together
Because I'm running out
I'm running out of time
And I'm running out of energy
And I will implode
It's only a matter of when
And when I do
I don't want you anywhere near me
Because I love you
And I need you to live
But before that ever happens
I need you to pick up the phone

It really shouldn't be this hard
For me to understand
That just because I'm out here
Tryna be a better man
That you would want to stick around
And follow through with me
You paint a picture
And it's difficult for me to see
It's easy for me just to say
That I got no complaints
Avoiding conflict
So I simply say there's no debate
The music is the only way
I can communicate
But by the time you here this
It's prolly gon' be too late
I never give you a reason
To try and stick around
But all this work I'm putting in
I hope it makes you proud
I call you just to hear your voice
Coz it's my favourite sound
Already know you won't pick up
Because you're not around
I can't be mad
Because I'm also never really home
I'm touching road in the hopes
That I get the show
And when I'm not
I would really rather be alone
But all I ask is when I call
That you pick up the phone
Ugh, why are you talking like that
No Zango, no
Unfortunately, you don't have a right
To speak to me like that right now
I don't appreciate it
What are you doing
Coz you're genuinely
Just pushing me away even further
Although I love her
And it hurts to see her cry
The parts of me that really cared
Eventually withered and died
Along the way
I have nothing left to say
I come alive at night
And then I sleep all through the day
Because I don't want to be seen
I don't want to be heard
Because I'll be misunderstood
And I can't seem to put in words
The way I feel
So I'd rather say nothing at all
I'd rather keep it to myself
For fear of appearing small
I'll let you think that I'm strong
But I'm lying to you
Lying to myself
Can't even describe to you
The broken state of mental health
I'm experiencing
Sand in the hour glass stagnates
And time stands still
At least that's how it feels
But I'm trapped in it and sinking
Cyclical overthinking
High school was last week
And in one instance of blinking
I'm 20 years old
And I feel like I haven't done shit
I feel like I might as well quit
Coz I try to make my moves
But I might just be playing the wrong game
Shooting shots but never taking aim
And so I'm missing every time
But I'm passing to my homies and I'm putting up dimes
Fuck it
If I don't score at least my niggas all getting buckets
That's how we win
Emphasis on we
I do this shit for y'all
The music isn't about me
I drink bitter herbs
Instead of sweet tea
Because it tastes like earth
Instead of heaven
I'm a heathen like my brethren
But divine in my purity
I can give you assurity
And bless the sinners and souls
Tryna cleanse their impurity
Ascension's on the cards
And we're all approaching divinity
You can never limit me
Time scale infinity
This feeling is cosmic
Celestial intuition
Coz my vision is Godly
Prophetic words flow
Let pathetic words go
Let the opps know
That I'm on my many men flow
And so it goes
Every single pitch is in the zone
Every single pitch is in the zone
Every single pitch is in the zone
Because I never miss
I could name drop some wack rappers
But I never diss
Trolling all these niggas on twitter
Because I take the piss
Hate me
But you can't seem to stop your girlfriend
From playing this
Tell your homies play my shit
Coz I'm legit
And I'm the shit
I'm in this bitch
I'm in a whip
I'm in the sh
Keep the gl
I'm sh th cl
I'll be taking over shit soon
Finna take it to the moon
Like Metro, make it boom
For real
My destiny was written in the stars
music is the vehicle
I'm tryna take it far
For real
For real
For real
For real
That's how you feel
That's how I feel
That's how I feel
But in the meantime
I think I be better off alone
I think I be better off alone
I got people blowing up my phone
I'm on flight mode
I don't wanna talk
I think I be better on my own
What do people want from me
Everybody wants something
So I think I would rather be alone
I don't wanna talk
(Fuck)
Put a hundred 80 on the dash
Foot is steady pressing on the gas
Close my eyes and whip it with no hands
Any moment now and we could crash
So I think would rather be alone
Before I implode
(Before I implode)
It's the nature of every shining mass of gas in this universe
A dense collection of nuclear reactions
Brazenly burning bright and beautiful
Too hot for anything to ever hope to get close
Without disintegrating
But
With just enough gravitational force
To keep other celestial bodies in it's orbit
Just enough to never truly be alone
But every star knows its fate
Every star knows that it's flame is unsustainable
And that eventually
a black hole will take its place
A void
Where there was once a light so pure and so true
A light that looked like it would never leave
But it will
Because it has to
And so this once bright star's light will pail
And bleed
And it will start to come a part
Expanding
Wearing itself thin
Because it's running out of energy to keep itself together
But even then
As a giant
Red and dead
It will endure
And it will burn
Until it has nothing left to give
And then it will collapse in on itself
Beautifully and spectacularly
Under the weight of it's own effluence and mass
In a blinding and brilliant supernova
An inevitable catastrophe, but a magnificent demise
The universal law of gravity says that the matter that remains
Will find it's way towards itself
And conglomerate into a mass of emptiness
That sucks in everything that gets to close
And becomes part of the singularity
The inescapable gravity of absolutely nothing
Just blackness and nothing
So the warning surmised from this order of events
Is that you must never get too close
Please
I can't let you get too close to me
I don't know how long I'll be able to keep myself together
Because I'm running out
I'm running out of time
And I'm running out of energy
And I will implode
It's only a matter of when
And when I do
I don't want you anywhere near me
Because I love you
And I need you to live
But before that ever happens
I need you to pick up the phone