Zanda Elwood - Henny Smoke Lyrics

I keep rolling up this raw and letting henny smoke
I ain't seeing better days I let my feelings choke
My girl asks if I'm okay but I can't let her know
Cos deep inside my pain I see the devil standing with a rope
Why don't you call my phone?
Why can't you let me know?
Why can't you tell me I'm okay and than just let me go?
I see darkness in the brighter days I hope you know
That I could never take my life without my soul feeling at home
I contemplate the harder ways of letting go
But I can't find the piece I'm missing so I smoke alone and leave my zone

I keep rolling up this raw and letting henny smoke
I keep rolling up this raw and letting henny smoke
Letting henny smoke
I'm holding on the roach
Poppin' perc's drinking henny clearing down my throat
I keep rolling up this raw and letting henny smoke
I keep rolling up this raw and letting henny smoke

Still they test my friendship all alone in the cold don't stress it
Cold to the bone no flexing
You ain't ever given rap no message
I just wait for the days I'm present
Wasting away in the cage I visit
Stuck in the place that left me vivid
Vivid my minds a mess sleepless nights I can't Invest
I can't begin to understand my brain it's trapped away I can't escape
I can't complain cos I did that
Stuck alone with no road map
Fight my way through darker days
But I'm stuck behind like mud flaps
I watch her slice a vein
The blood it dribbles down and seems to wash her pain away
I know I can relate coz I've been getting medicated everyday I'm off my face and looking For a destination
They say I'm always vacate
I say I drift away
I say I'm holding on to things that only god can take
And since I am the lord you know I made those heaven gates
So if they wanna step then be my guest and set the flame
I let them perish for seven days
And I still feel trapped in my mind
But I got to fly high otherwise I'm a die
Stuck in the dark but I got to seem fine till the day they turn out the lights
And I don't wanna talk to my friends cos I don't wanna lie anymore but I hide
While I'm Wasting away in my bed with nine to my head on the nights I cry
And I still feel lost, still can't find my place or cream to the crop
Waiting for the day that I'm dropped cos I can't find peace in the love that I got
Wait - I'm a grab me cup roll me raw burfi light up a blunt
Laugh today but we'll cry tomorrow
But until that day my time ain't up