Zaki - Maybe Lyrics

Maybe it just wasn't meant to be
Maybe I just wanted it so I couldn't see
Maybe it just wasn't meant to be

It's kinda funny that I could never tell
I was suppressing myself, imitating someone else
Changing what I wanted, what I looked like, what I did
So I wouldn't be singled out for what I really see
It's so twisted, it's so sad
I'm clueless 'bout who I am
Know more 'bout others than 'bout myself
Obsessing over everybody else

Maybe it just wasn't meant to be
Maybe I just wanted it so I couldn't see
That I had never believed in myself
I've always needed validation from somebody else
Maybe it just wasn't meant for me
Maybe I can make good of where I am
Instead of tumbling into jealousy
Crying, fighting over what I've never had

I block myself deep to the core
Round and round
Burning through a hole
Attach happiness, whatever that is
To fame, success and money
Ashamed of my skin, ashamed of my mind
I have envied others at every given time

Maybe
Maybe I just wanted it so I couldn't see
I had never believed in myself
I've always needed validation from somebody else
Maybe it just wasn't meant for me
Maybe I can make good of where I am
Instead of tumbling into jealousy
Maybe