Zakhtive - Homicidal Thoughts Lyrics

Why should I suffer
Why must I go through this
Why should I trust you
Why would I go do this
What happens if I lose it?
And my dreams become lucid
I’d like to think I’m grown now
and not so stupid
But woah steady there cause I gotta be careful
I got an apprehensive mindset two steps ahead and they’ll apprehend the suspect
And that will never be me
I got a couple tricks under my sleeve like Houdini
What makes a man kill his brother if he knows what’s best for him
Does anger just mean that the lord is testing him?
I’m sure we’ve all been there thinking I could kill em
I could kill em
No - wait is that just me?
It’s not that I think in detail
I just like to think about it
Then get it off my mind
It’s like getting off a line
A little high - a selfish type of happiness
But really I’m not happy though
I thought it was a phase
But I’m struggling to let things go
Wouldn’t you know I got bad ways of looking at it all
I’m looking at them fools - I’m thinking any one take one
Any nitty any one any crackhead are you dumb
Any don any bitch - ok Zak are you done?
What bout ppl who grew with us but don’t want nothing to do with us
Well I can make them nothing then eat the dust thinking they can eat with us
So yeah I’m eating cereal thinking all serial
And I know it needs to stop man
But just the other day I watched American psycho
And that got me in a cycle got my gears shifting
Plus the music listening I mean playing has got my mind listening
And yet it has me thinking what the fuck is this shit
This ain’t music this a dumb individual with powers that dunno how to use it
They say they’re here to win but they’re actually losing
Acting all entitled cause you profit off of bullshit
Then you’re chatting bout “pop it off and Boosh it
Whip it out and kill him drill him bill him
Put that guy in a platinum zoot
Seriously what the fuck is wrong with you man?
You see how normal that sounded has this become a joke
Is this what we bout rapping 'bout
Running in and chasing clout
Speak the truth or shut your mouth
From the hood I’m getting out
Fuck the route I’m turning round
Fuck the hood like on a car
Ok yeah I’m getting out
But do you hear where I’m coming from?
Do you get it now?
Millennials have passed how many have torched this earth
How many have caused mayhem inflicting hate upon each other
Rage against your brother repeat like Cain and Able
I think therefore I’m able to write lines like cable
About food on the table well who provides the ladle?
We gives these things labels in hoping that enables
Us to make a better understanding so we can go stand up and stand with them now we’re all established
And well that’s all fantastic until he just stabs him
In the back
Cause that’s just humans for ya
Man what can we say - I mean it wasn’t part of the plan
But we fight for plots of land and material minerals
I think the damage that he wanted really was minimal
Man idk what to say when I get physical
So I make music like cymbals but I clap syllables
The name’s Zakhtive but I’m passive aggressive
Passionate and possessive
Say it’s yours then go get it
There’s only one real winner
And that’s yourself
so don’t let others tell you otherwise
You can kill like half the world but you’re still your own demise

Why should I suffer
Why must I go through this
Why should I trust you
Why would I go do this
What happens if I lose it?
And my dreams become lucid
I’d like to think I’m grown now
and not so stupid
But woah steady there cause I gotta be careful
I got an apprehensive mindset two steps ahead and they’ll apprehend the suspect
And that will never be me
I got a couple tricks under my sleeve like Houdini
What makes a man kill his brother if he knows what’s best for him
Does anger just mean that the lord is testing him?
I’m sure we’ve all been there thinking I could kill em
I could kill em
No - wait is that just me?
It’s not that I think in detail
I just like to think about it
Then get it off my mind
It’s like getting off a line
A little high - a selfish type of happiness
But really I’m not happy though
I thought it was a phase
But I’m struggling to let things go
Wouldn’t you know I got bad ways of looking at it all
I’m looking at them fools - I’m thinking any one take one
Any nitty any one any crackhead are you dumb
Any don any bitch - ok Zak are you done?
What bout ppl who grew with us but don’t want nothing to do with us
Well I can make them nothing then eat the dust thinking they can eat with us
So yeah I’m eating cereal thinking all serial
And I know it needs to stop man
But just the other day I watched American psycho
And that got me in a cycle got my gears shifting
Plus the music listening I mean playing has got my mind listening
And yet it has me thinking what the fuck is this shit
This ain’t music this a dumb individual with powers that dunno how to use it
They say they’re here to win but they’re actually losing
Acting all entitled cause you profit off of bullshit
Then you’re chatting bout “pop it off and Boosh it
Whip it out and kill him drill him bill him
Put that guy in a platinum zoot
Seriously what the fuck is wrong with you man?
You see how normal that sounded has this become a joke
Is this what we bout rapping 'bout
Running in and chasing clout
Speak the truth or shut your mouth
From the hood I’m getting out
Fuck the route I’m turning round
Fuck the hood like on a car
Ok yeah I’m getting out
But do you hear where I’m coming from?
Do you get it now?
Millennials have passed how many have torched this earth
How many have caused mayhem inflicting hate upon each other
Rage against your brother repeat like Cain and Able
I think therefore I’m able to write lines like cable
About food on the table well who provides the ladle?
We gives these things labels in hoping that enables
Us to make a better understanding so we can go stand up and stand with them now we’re all established
And well that’s all fantastic until he just stabs him
In the back
Cause that’s just humans for ya
Man what can we say - I mean it wasn’t part of the plan
But we fight for plots of land and material minerals
I think the damage that he wanted really was minimal
Man idk what to say when I get physical
So I make music like cymbals but I clap syllables
The name’s Zakhtive but I’m passive aggressive
Passionate and possessive
Say it’s yours then go get it
There’s only one real winner
And that’s yourself
so don’t let others tell you otherwise
You can kill like half the world but you’re still your own demise