Zack Paden - Abandonment Issues Lyrics

I got abandonment issues
I'll be the first to admit it
And this for everyone
Who told me that i couldn't
Bitch i did it
Brought myself up out them pits
An i been grinding ever since
So don't compare me to these others
I couldn't give a shit
I been stabbed up in my back
And they done busted all my ribs
But I'm posted up on ten
Like come get it
Bitch I'm in it till the end
An i ain't living how they living
I'm ready to die
Fuckin' with somebody
Who already dead inside
I'll put 'em down
Have 'em pushing up them dandelions
I ain't bout to give 'em a second
No sense in wasting time
Love it when I'm struggling
But they hate it
When I'm getting mine
I sacrificed
I done died a thousand fucking times
Walking through hell I made it
All my wounds been cauterized
Flipped the game off in my favor
Holding on some loaded dice
An i ain't gotta say it
Lately i been working
I ain't ever feeling jaded
This is all that i know
An i could never let it go
You went and turned your back
When i needed you the most
Like where the fuck you at
I been callin' on your phone
But you don't ever answer
You done turned into a ghost
So i could never let it go
An i don't need it anymore no oh
I could never let it go
You went an turned your back
When i needed you the most
Don Dada
Dreams of stacking money
By the pallet
This that hard labor
With a white collar
I'ma do it by myself
Because i always been an island
They threw me to the wolves
But i came back
I'm acting violent
Feel the weight on my shoulders
That's pressure making diamonds
I'm accumulating loot
In addition never minus
The beginning of a dynasty
Way i see it
I'ma get seven figures
'Fore i die
An I'ma fly my momma privately
Oceanside I'm arriving
I'm who I'm trying to be
I had so many people
Turn they back
An yeah they lied to me
That's why i keep
My focus on my bag
That double action on the tuck
In case you eyeing me
Cause legends out here dying
I make my own decisions
So they say I ain't compliant
Tryna' go against the kid
You better form you an alliance
One deep
Take your crew up off the planet
Like the Mayans
Understand i been that man
An i ain't ever gon' be silent
An i could never let it go
You went and turned your back
When i needed you the most
Like where the fuck you at
I been callin' on your phone
But you don't ever answer
You done turned into a ghost
So i could never let it go
An i don't need it anymore no oh
I could never let it go
You went an turned your back
When i needed you the most

I got abandonment issues
I'll be the first to admit it
And this for everyone
Who told me that i couldn't
Bitch i did it
Brought myself up out them pits
An i been grinding ever since
So don't compare me to these others
I couldn't give a shit
I been stabbed up in my back
And they done busted all my ribs
But I'm posted up on ten
Like come get it
Bitch I'm in it till the end
An i ain't living how they living
I'm ready to die
Fuckin' with somebody
Who already dead inside
I'll put 'em down
Have 'em pushing up them dandelions
I ain't bout to give 'em a second
No sense in wasting time
Love it when I'm struggling
But they hate it
When I'm getting mine
I sacrificed
I done died a thousand fucking times
Walking through hell I made it
All my wounds been cauterized
Flipped the game off in my favor
Holding on some loaded dice
An i ain't gotta say it
Lately i been working
I ain't ever feeling jaded
This is all that i know
An i could never let it go
You went and turned your back
When i needed you the most
Like where the fuck you at
I been callin' on your phone
But you don't ever answer
You done turned into a ghost
So i could never let it go
An i don't need it anymore no oh
I could never let it go
You went an turned your back
When i needed you the most
Don Dada
Dreams of stacking money
By the pallet
This that hard labor
With a white collar
I'ma do it by myself
Because i always been an island
They threw me to the wolves
But i came back
I'm acting violent
Feel the weight on my shoulders
That's pressure making diamonds
I'm accumulating loot
In addition never minus
The beginning of a dynasty
Way i see it
I'ma get seven figures
'Fore i die
An I'ma fly my momma privately
Oceanside I'm arriving
I'm who I'm trying to be
I had so many people
Turn they back
An yeah they lied to me
That's why i keep
My focus on my bag
That double action on the tuck
In case you eyeing me
Cause legends out here dying
I make my own decisions
So they say I ain't compliant
Tryna' go against the kid
You better form you an alliance
One deep
Take your crew up off the planet
Like the Mayans
Understand i been that man
An i ain't ever gon' be silent
An i could never let it go
You went and turned your back
When i needed you the most
Like where the fuck you at
I been callin' on your phone
But you don't ever answer
You done turned into a ghost
So i could never let it go
An i don't need it anymore no oh
I could never let it go
You went an turned your back
When i needed you the most