Zach Schill - Meditation on Medication Lyrics

One pill, two pill
A red and blue pill
All these medicines keep piling up
But never are they good enough
You were a shining light in the night
I needed you, it isn't right
You're gone

Too much love, too little love
That broke when push came to shove
I hope that you are happy now
'Cause for me I'm still learning how
To smile when I'm feeling down
Each day without you around
Is so long

I've been doing some meditation
On what's the point of all this medication
When each dose is another trip into my head
Would I rather just stop
Would I rather be dead
Oh no no no no I don't know
Oh no no no no I don't know

My eyes go bursting at the seams
Whenever I see you in day dreams
Maybe my pills are all a scheme
I read so in a magazine
It's supposed to stop this nagging pain
Yet still comes pouring down the rain
It falls

So how about you text me back
You never told me what it was I lack
Some answers wouldn't be too much
Was it a lie when you said you'd keep in touch
Always something which I had to dealt
But there hasn't been a time I've felt
So small

I've been doing some meditation
On what's the point of all this medication
When each dose is another trip into my head
Would I rather just stop
Would I rather be dead
I've been battling frustration
Over problems of my own creation
And I'll ponder them as I lay in bed
Would I rather just stop
Would I rather be dead
Oh no no no no I don't know
Oh no no no no I don't know
Oh no no no no I don't know
Oh no no no no I don't know

I've tried Zoloft, Prozac, and Lexapro
Yet, I still have nothing to show
That I'm starting to make progress to
Getting myself over you
I can try telling you in song
But, I know you wouldn't listen long
But, hey if you're still listening
Well here comes the chorus again

I've been doing meditation
On what's the point of all this medication
When each dose is another trip into my head
Would I rather just stop
Would I rather be dead
I've been battling frustration
Over problems of my own creation
And I'll ponder them as I lay in bed
Would I rather just stop
Would I rather be dead
Oh no no no no I don't know
Oh no no no no I don't know
Oh no no no no I don't know
I think it's time I go