Zac Wattus - Twisted & Buried Lyrics

Take a little minute just to glance at my life
Now come to terms that there's nothing healthy here
Just a sad mind, in a sad world
(A lost boy)
Trying to find his way into the unknown

It's every day and night that I can't seem to sleep
With these thoughts alive and my mind deceased
I can't seem to find the shining light
God if you're out there
Punish me

God forgive me for I have sinned
I'm not the person that I could be
I've made some bad mistakes
And thanks to you
There's a steak through my heart

All this time, I feel like I'm on the edge, when all I really need is you by my side
Demons only scratch the surface
But with you, they won't get inside me and kill

Take a look around my world and what do you see?
A fire in the pitch dark that's about to die
All I need is that spark
I swear it's there
I just can't find it
I need your glare

God forgive me for I have sinned
I'm not the person that I could be
I've made some bad mistakes
And thanks to you
There's a

A fucking steak

Twisted and buried inside my fucking head
All the times that I've called upon you and you've left me out to die
How am I meant to know you're real, when you won't even blink an eye?