Z H I N O - Numb Lyrics

If you are having an operation you may be given general anaesthesia
To put you to sleep and keep you free from pain
Your doctor may recommend general anaesthesia
For a procedure that is extensive, takes a long time
Or requires you to be in an uncomfortable position

Ain't FaceTimed my brother in a minute
And body getting numb, shit I don't even feel it
Sabotaging relationships
Dark skies be vivid
Used to be scared of needles
I wish back then that I could feel the shit
Funny how I was tryna build up relationships
Then ended up losing a close relationship
Girls say they feel the kid, blushing when they be smiling and shit
I'm looking at there faces like how come I ain't feeling it
Does someone have the answers for me
I'm done with all the hype it bores me
Tears dropping from eyes, maybe the rapping isn't for me
I used to use it when tides where getting rough
But I can't write on damp paper, tell the water to slow up
You feeling worried for me, oh please tell me what that feels like
So much fun up in my dreams, it's better than this real life
I'm looking all happy right, crying on the inside
Tryna prepare for pain, I numb myself to deal with my life

I felt the pain coming on
I wished for better days
I'm sitting with myself crying in my brain
I felt the pain coming on
Damn I miss those days
Cuz i'm sitting here and I don't feel the same
Well shit, I ain't been feeling nothing at all
Seen the tears from my mum, brain saying i'm cool
How could I expect you to get it
I got tired of these nerves, so I settled for anaesthetics nigga

Promised my mother no damn drugs
Mental issues run in my family
If writing don't work then therapy, yeah that's your plan b
Depressed, suppressed I don't know
I missed your texts I'm sorry bro
If I ain't experienced holding on, how will I know to let shit go
Promised my mother no drugs, but I feel like i'm already there
This ain't dramatised, I feel alone when everybody cares
They're all waiting for Z to drop
Well shit I'm bout to do that now
Tired of being numb
If I jump will I feel the ground
Will I feel the tears fall down
When i'm really looking down
At a mother in her house, crying cuz she lost a child
Tired of being sad, a tear fell writing this song
But that's singular, this numb state is where I belong
Random breakups is my rhythm
Random breakdowns in my system
I'll be happy when I feel them
Alien to my emotions
Tell me how it is as human
I know I did this to myself
Subconsciously grabbed the needle, can't be good for my health but i'm good

I felt the pain coming on
I wished for better days
I'm sitting with myself, crying in my brain
I felt the pain coming on
Damn I miss those days
Cuz i'm sitting here and I don't feel the same
Well shit, I ain't been feeling nothing at all
Seen the tears from my mum, brain saying i'm cool
How could I expect you to get it
I got tired of these nerves so I settled for anaesthetics nigga

Anaesthesia prevents your brain from receiving messages from nerves In your body
As a result you will remain asleep and pain free during your procedure
And you will have no memory of it when you wake up
After your operation the anaesthesia specialist will give you medication
To reverse the anaesthesia
And you will awaken quickly
If you have a breathing tube in place
He or she will remove it as soon as you can safely breathe on your own
You will be taken to the recovery room where you will be closely monitored
And given pain medication as needed
You may feel light headed and slightly disorientated
But this feeling should pass quickly
Once you are stable you will be sent to a hospital room or home