Yungstar Millz - Everyday Living Lyrics

Wake up in the morning on a brand new day
A man today with plans to make 
TTC rush hour got me stuck like a sand to grey
Head to work on the grind to expand new wage
An open field with a house and some cars might take a couple years
Just so I could make my fam proud, shedding couple tears
I'm still working hard for it
But my depression gets in the way I swear I'm bout to lose it up in here 
Got my family paranoid it's kinda scary
If I act up they say I'll end up in jail or get buried
I hate it when they talk like that, I'm only human
The only time I express my anger is through my music
Thinking about quitting because I ain't having luck with it
Fans tell me don't give up so guess I'm stuck with it
Every time I rap they reciting my songs
Everybody loves Yungstar, but what about Shaun?
When I get back home I'm back to being all alone
No one checks up for me or hit me up on the phone
That's why I ain't got no friends, just activists
Acquaintances, associates, advisors and advocates
Starting from the bottom still struggling to the top
Keep going for my close ones that I lost I can't stop 
I could've been homeless or slanging dope but I'm not 
Into that lifestyle so I'm thankful for what I got 
This is my everyday living 
Hustle to survive try'na get it
All I wanna do is keep winning 
Trying my best not to give it up
Deal with situations got me tripping
It's hard to maintain my fulfilling
It's a crazy world that I'm living
This is my everyday living 
It's hard to stay positive with this negative mind guess
I'll watch some comedy shows and funny memes to hide stress 
Watching the latest news, it's hard to digest 
Police brutality on the rise, thinking if I'm next?
While they killing us we still killing each other 
Wanna uplift my people but we ain't feeling each other 
Misogynistic colorist boys hating our queens
And misandristic feminist girls hating our kings
Y'all cancel each other like these celebrities atrocities 
Racist mockeries then they come out with an apology
It's an hypocrisy
Cause y'all tweet bad things and do bad things too, and that's the sad thing
There's so much problems going on in this annoying world
Mass shootings, maladies, and missing boys and girls
Or how this wicked system that we living is controllable
Invading our privacy through technology it's horrible
Can we sit down and have these real conversations?
Working out our situations instead of just complaining?
I stand for myself but deep down I know I'm hated
You can't judge the drawings of the art that I created
I took a shot of pride which was too hard to swallow
I'm tryna be a leader while the rest will follow
Turn off my phone too much drama, pain and sorrow 
And pray to God to let me see another tomorrow 
This is my everyday living 
Hustle to survive try'na get it
All I wanna do is keep winning 
Trying my best not to give it up
Deal with situations got me tripping
It's hard to maintain my fulfilling
It's a crazy world that I'm living
This is my everyday living 

Wake up in the morning on a brand new day
A man today with plans to make 
TTC rush hour got me stuck like a sand to grey
Head to work on the grind to expand new wage
An open field with a house and some cars might take a couple years
Just so I could make my fam proud, shedding couple tears
I'm still working hard for it
But my depression gets in the way I swear I'm bout to lose it up in here 
Got my family paranoid it's kinda scary
If I act up they say I'll end up in jail or get buried
I hate it when they talk like that, I'm only human
The only time I express my anger is through my music
Thinking about quitting because I ain't having luck with it
Fans tell me don't give up so guess I'm stuck with it
Every time I rap they reciting my songs
Everybody loves Yungstar, but what about Shaun?
When I get back home I'm back to being all alone
No one checks up for me or hit me up on the phone
That's why I ain't got no friends, just activists
Acquaintances, associates, advisors and advocates
Starting from the bottom still struggling to the top
Keep going for my close ones that I lost I can't stop 
I could've been homeless or slanging dope but I'm not 
Into that lifestyle so I'm thankful for what I got 
This is my everyday living 
Hustle to survive try'na get it
All I wanna do is keep winning 
Trying my best not to give it up
Deal with situations got me tripping
It's hard to maintain my fulfilling
It's a crazy world that I'm living
This is my everyday living 
It's hard to stay positive with this negative mind guess
I'll watch some comedy shows and funny memes to hide stress 
Watching the latest news, it's hard to digest 
Police brutality on the rise, thinking if I'm next?
While they killing us we still killing each other 
Wanna uplift my people but we ain't feeling each other 
Misogynistic colorist boys hating our queens
And misandristic feminist girls hating our kings
Y'all cancel each other like these celebrities atrocities 
Racist mockeries then they come out with an apology
It's an hypocrisy
Cause y'all tweet bad things and do bad things too, and that's the sad thing
There's so much problems going on in this annoying world
Mass shootings, maladies, and missing boys and girls
Or how this wicked system that we living is controllable
Invading our privacy through technology it's horrible
Can we sit down and have these real conversations?
Working out our situations instead of just complaining?
I stand for myself but deep down I know I'm hated
You can't judge the drawings of the art that I created
I took a shot of pride which was too hard to swallow
I'm tryna be a leader while the rest will follow
Turn off my phone too much drama, pain and sorrow 
And pray to God to let me see another tomorrow 
This is my everyday living 
Hustle to survive try'na get it
All I wanna do is keep winning 
Trying my best not to give it up
Deal with situations got me tripping
It's hard to maintain my fulfilling
It's a crazy world that I'm living
This is my everyday living