Young Disciple, Sh3 - Answers Lyrics

I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
I'm awake to call your name, your name
I don't wanna put myself out there, if you don't even care
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
God I know I haven't been the greatest lately
Been making mistakes like a little baby (Little baby)
And I always blame it on the fact that that's just how my parents made me (Yeah)
I need to grow stronger like I'm in the navy
It's like I'm sick but I ain't got no rabies
It seems like everyday my life is different, things have always been changing (been changing)
I don't wanna blame anything on you cuz I know you weren't the one that did this but I mainly
Wanted to ask why did I have to have bipolar, tourettes
Why did I have to have ADHD (ADHD)
Why does it seem like everybody hates me
They all try to change me (Change me)
But most of them don't like me they change me for the worse, not the better (No)
Making me feel terrible and have thoughts that I won't go to heaven, yeah never (Never)
And if I do, everybody I see isn't gonna know me, they'll just be a stranger (Stranger)
I know there's somebody out there for me
She knows you
She's beautiful
That's just how you made her
My life is like a storm, it's like some pretty crappy weather
But I know you won't leave my side, I can count on you whenever
My life is like a storm, it's like some pretty crappy weather
But I know you won't leave my side, God I can count on you whenever
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
I'm awake to call your name, your name
I don't wanna put myself out there, if you don't even care
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
Why do I have to be like this? (Why?) Why does it have to hurt so bad inside?
Why did my dad have to get addicted to pills why did he have to go (Why?) and die?
Why did my ex have to cheat on me? Why did she have to go and lie?
Why does nobody respond to my texts? They all just (Why?) leave me dry
Chances are never in my favor no matter how hard I try (I try)
These things hurt and I don't face the lies, I just try and go and hide (I hide)
I just hide my feelings don't let nobody know why I hurt like I do (I hurt)
When I should know that any place is a safe place as long as I am with you (Yes God)
God I will bear my testimony to you
Tell you why I know you're true
God I know you've been with me through everything that I've been through
But I'll stay up all night thinking about how you've been so good to me
It's late at night, I can't sleep, I really want to, but I can't because
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
I'm awake to call your name, your name
I don't wanna put myself out there, if you don't even care
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
And delegate the answers
And delegate the answers

I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
I'm awake to call your name, your name
I don't wanna put myself out there, if you don't even care
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
God I know I haven't been the greatest lately
Been making mistakes like a little baby (Little baby)
And I always blame it on the fact that that's just how my parents made me (Yeah)
I need to grow stronger like I'm in the navy
It's like I'm sick but I ain't got no rabies
It seems like everyday my life is different, things have always been changing (been changing)
I don't wanna blame anything on you cuz I know you weren't the one that did this but I mainly
Wanted to ask why did I have to have bipolar, tourettes
Why did I have to have ADHD (ADHD)
Why does it seem like everybody hates me
They all try to change me (Change me)
But most of them don't like me they change me for the worse, not the better (No)
Making me feel terrible and have thoughts that I won't go to heaven, yeah never (Never)
And if I do, everybody I see isn't gonna know me, they'll just be a stranger (Stranger)
I know there's somebody out there for me
She knows you
She's beautiful
That's just how you made her
My life is like a storm, it's like some pretty crappy weather
But I know you won't leave my side, I can count on you whenever
My life is like a storm, it's like some pretty crappy weather
But I know you won't leave my side, God I can count on you whenever
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
I'm awake to call your name, your name
I don't wanna put myself out there, if you don't even care
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
Why do I have to be like this? (Why?) Why does it have to hurt so bad inside?
Why did my dad have to get addicted to pills why did he have to go (Why?) and die?
Why did my ex have to cheat on me? Why did she have to go and lie?
Why does nobody respond to my texts? They all just (Why?) leave me dry
Chances are never in my favor no matter how hard I try (I try)
These things hurt and I don't face the lies, I just try and go and hide (I hide)
I just hide my feelings don't let nobody know why I hurt like I do (I hurt)
When I should know that any place is a safe place as long as I am with you (Yes God)
God I will bear my testimony to you
Tell you why I know you're true
God I know you've been with me through everything that I've been through
But I'll stay up all night thinking about how you've been so good to me
It's late at night, I can't sleep, I really want to, but I can't because
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
I'm awake to call your name, your name
I don't wanna put myself out there, if you don't even care
I'm awake to find, and delegate the answers
And delegate the answers
And delegate the answers