YCK - To The Seabeds Lyrics

Political theater I'm contemplating suicide
Who am I to decide take the cries and numerous times
That I said I'd fucking do it then the ambulance came
They would say that god works in miraculous ways

I reject that theory I don't want a scripture near me
No that god damn book couldn't ever make me cheery
Folklore tales how they're still contemporary
Lacking any facts and logic no that won't be necessary

Eyes wide open they're blind myopic
If I'll stay broken they won't try stopping
Read the fan mail when it all be pouring in
Did I make the right choice no debate I sorta did

They would not have known if I was on the weathered streets
I imagine every city and the one I'll never be
I'm ascending to nirvana you can see I'm free
I'll just keep the music dropping till I D I E

Save it for the rejects
Bring me to the seabeds
To the place I'll be then
I won't know whatever she says

Where did you find this unnatural crisis
You claim you're self righteous but soon to be lifeless
How did I see through when I had no need to
Pernicious things we do now we've been so removed

I'm undiagnosed but I'm feeling just as miserable
Relating to somebody when their case is made and clinical
So I make songs let me get my point across
Might as well address it if I can't hide or avoid the thoughts

I'm emaciated starving body and brain
Unappreciated anything I did is in vain
Got a message they'll be counting on the day I blow up
You don't understand my sanity my living's so tough

What's a normal way of saying that you've been contrite
We all got a lot of privilege but I think that it's a right
Let me speak up we've done more than we're assigned
I've had enough become more and more aligned

With a polarized view of how the world had oughta run
Exploit any free choice how they got it done
Take the independence now we got a syndrome
Waiting for the bubble's burst and the way it implodes

Save it for the rejects
Bring me to the seabeds
To the place I'll be then
I won't know whatever she says

Where did you find this unnatural crisis
You claim you're self righteous but soon to be lifeless
How did I see through when I had no need to
Pernicious things we do now we've been so removed