YCK - Improvement is Overdue Lyrics

Ever wake up in the morning
And you feel wasted so unimportant
This gotta be the longest slump ever recorded
All my suicide talk getting reported

No medication no other way than
One single dose of a fatal invasion
Take every cell every atom in me
When I go out I'll go fashionably

I'm so toxic burning boxes
Of your clothes won't let the cops in
Everything that I ever wanted
You left my grip and you quit responding

Domestic matters don't interfere
But I took your earrings for a souvenir
Imma make sure that you can't leave here
When you try to move on but I still reappear

Well that's just my dumb luck
Wake me when the sun's up
Got these crowds of people tell me
Waiting for my come up

I wouldn't speak so soon
Improvement is overdue
This thing I've had is the worst I've felt
Subconsciously it spread and swelled

Ever wake up in the nighttime
Any day now take a chance that you might die
They say life's so long then it's life's so short
Well it's all these minutes can't save and can't hoard

Seems like no one coming out to the rescue
I don't call up cause I don't wanna stress you
If I went missing they wouldn't see that
And I'm so down no I don't wanna be that

Imperceptible I'm ethereal
After 30 it'll take a miracle
Tough all of my blessings spent
They're surrounding my coffin dressed in red

I can't measure my disconcertion
Won't develop into a nicer person
Lifetime of conscious agony
Just leave me alone while I atrophy

Well that's just my dumb luck
Wake me when the sun's up
Got these crowds of people tell me
Waiting for my come up

I wouldn't speak so soon
Improvement is overdue
This thing I've had is the worst I've felt
Subconsciously it spread and swelled

Hopeless and you know it
I can tell by the way things are going
Feeling hopeless and you know it
I can tell by the way things are going