YCK - Everlasting Paradise Lyrics

They said this was never ending
But I feel myself ascending
To a place where the sun don't shine
All alone with nothing but my mind

Love to hate the fact that I was born
In the midst of a drought but you brought the storm
And drew in the clouds and came round and formed
I got swept away but washed up on shore

Biting off the hand that I've been dealt
Swear I'm cursed and someone cast a spell
Struck my life cause nothing's going right
Bitch I preach at night I keep it outta sight

No one knows I'm feeling how I feel
Hook and line and sunk my fucking reel
Sign my name the note inside is sealed like the
Blunts they burn and papers fucking peel

Pop a couple now my life's a blur
Forget my memories yeah that was my spur
Left no days I stopped and couldn't work
I spent my time on shit that I preferred

They said this was never ending
But I feel myself ascending
To a place where the sun don't shine
All alone with nothing but my mind

Curtains closed I showed my veins exposed
Confidential got no names enclosed
Locked away inside I don't oppose
Left alone with darkness I suppose

Sometimes I feel imprisoned to my mind
But try and search and nothing's there to find
Up and down the rows of empty shelves
Beneath the black and down where plenty dwells

Hear a voice and says I got no choice
Got no plan I got to fucking join
Says he knows and says he's got a way
To start again to make my slate a blank

So I followed now I don't exist
I speak in tongues I speak from the abyss
I'm fucking freezing feel my skin is purple
And now this rain and feeling is eternal

They said this was never ending
But I feel myself ascending
To a place where the sun don't shine
All alone with nothing but my mind