yaeow - does it really matter? Lyrics

I don't think you understand
I feel lonely in the crowd
And I don't know why I'm like this
But I rather be just by myself
Yeah I made excuses just to get away
I tell you maybe when I know I'll stay
I make plans with myself cause I'm scared to go out
And all of my friends they don't call me no more
I guess they are tired of me saying no
All I need was space and time
But does it really matter if I'm staying up till 4 drinking on my own?
Does it really matter if I'm sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to
Rise again
Baby I'm falling
Down again
I don't think you know me well
I don't think I know myself
Smile when the camera's out
But honestly that's someone else
And every party, oh it's way too loud
Hate all these bottles that I can't pronounce
I don't know what I want but i know it probably isn't this
I guess I should learn but I never do
Cause I always end up back in my room
Cause what I needed was just space and time
But does it really matter if I'm staying up till 4 drinking on my own?
Does it really matter if I'm sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to
Rise again
Baby I'm falling
Down again

I don't think you understand
I feel lonely in the crowd
And I don't know why I'm like this
But I rather be just by myself
Yeah I made excuses just to get away
I tell you maybe when I know I'll stay
I make plans with myself cause I'm scared to go out
And all of my friends they don't call me no more
I guess they are tired of me saying no
All I need was space and time
But does it really matter if I'm staying up till 4 drinking on my own?
Does it really matter if I'm sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to
Rise again
Baby I'm falling
Down again
I don't think you know me well
I don't think I know myself
Smile when the camera's out
But honestly that's someone else
And every party, oh it's way too loud
Hate all these bottles that I can't pronounce
I don't know what I want but i know it probably isn't this
I guess I should learn but I never do
Cause I always end up back in my room
Cause what I needed was just space and time
But does it really matter if I'm staying up till 4 drinking on my own?
Does it really matter if I'm sleeping all alone waiting for the sun to
Rise again
Baby I'm falling
Down again