Xynic - TFAJ Lyrics

They be like cynic yo
When you gonna switch yo style
I'm like shut the fuck up
These my last ones for a while
I got way too many songs that are hidden in my files
Most you rappers hell of lazy you ain't got no fucking pile

Of music
My flow on point just like a toothpick
And you can use it
You talk a lotta shit you got some brown stuff where yo tooth is
Ain't making no excuses
I took the skill I got perfected it and then I used it
To get them blue strips
Had to do something with my life cause I was starting to feel useless
Didn't know what I wanted to be as a kid man I was hell of clueless
Bout the shit that I was doing
I've noticed that the fakest hide exactly where the truth is

And I wonder why
Lately I been feeling like I wanna die
Not because this world is bad but because i'm hell of tired
Of these stupid ass people and they bullshit ass lies
Wasting time that's something that I consider a crime

Just here thinking
Well smoking and thinking
I always give these fake ass smiles
So that people don't ask me questions
And honestly i'm just sick and tired of it
Sick of all the questions
These fake ass smiles
Giving and receiving them
I just wanna end myself sometimes
But i'm way too strong for that shit

I done seen my people get robbed
Seen them get made fun of
The ones responsible
Are some pussy mothafuckers
I been thinking a lot
Been going through too much
The only reason I stay quiet is cause no one gives a fuck

See I could be talking to someone
Telling em all my problems
The best advice I got was drown my pain with a bottle
I know someone that did that
I seen it and it was awful
They drank so much they almost didn't see tomorrow damn

Sometimes I wanna smoke myself to death
But that ain't possible so I put this nine to my head
Then I open my eyes and realize i'm in my bed
Its crazy how most of my dreams is me ending up dead uhh
Yea its crazy how most of my dreams is me ending up dead uhh
Look yea I'm living my dream and I'm scared to see the end damn