Xyleya - breaking down Lyrics

The pain sustains and I can't think straight
Need to find another way before I dissipate
Unenthusiastic I'm sorry I'm unimpressed
I can't seem to care 'cause I guess I'm too depressed
Breaking down fucked up 'cause you're around
I'm feeling myself now
Faked me out fucked my heart with doubt
I feel so alone now
I can't find the words to describe how I feel
Everyday I wake up late the feelings are surreal
I don't care what you think
It doesn't matter to me
The feelings will set me free
Break me down you'll see
It's getting hard to breath
Lying through my
But you make me complete
Breaking down fucked up 'cause you're around
I'm feeling myself now
Fucked around and did it all for the clout
I feel so left out
Am I beautiful in your memories
Why pray to the sky when there's no one to believe
Killing my own kindness was your intent
Why does it matter it's just too intense
It's too intense
Intense
Don't go
Don't go
Don't go
Breaking down fucked up 'cause you're around
I'm feeling myself now (I'm feelin' it)
Death to the enemy
Breaking down fucked up 'cause you're around
I feel so alone now
Death to the one I need

The pain sustains and I can't think straight
Need to find another way before I dissipate
Unenthusiastic I'm sorry I'm unimpressed
I can't seem to care 'cause I guess I'm too depressed
Breaking down fucked up 'cause you're around
I'm feeling myself now
Faked me out fucked my heart with doubt
I feel so alone now
I can't find the words to describe how I feel
Everyday I wake up late the feelings are surreal
I don't care what you think
It doesn't matter to me
The feelings will set me free
Break me down you'll see
It's getting hard to breath
Lying through my
But you make me complete
Breaking down fucked up 'cause you're around
I'm feeling myself now
Fucked around and did it all for the clout
I feel so left out
Am I beautiful in your memories
Why pray to the sky when there's no one to believe
Killing my own kindness was your intent
Why does it matter it's just too intense
It's too intense
Intense
Don't go
Don't go
Don't go
Breaking down fucked up 'cause you're around
I'm feeling myself now (I'm feelin' it)
Death to the enemy
Breaking down fucked up 'cause you're around
I feel so alone now
Death to the one I need