xomolly! - intro Lyrics

Oxys and the codeine
I might OD
Pour my life in this cup til this shit is empty
Nosebleeds, higher on the rafter than Ginobli
Proteins, hair follicles full of promethazine
But the white girls love it
My liver gon handle what my heart can't
While I'm coughing both my lungs out in public
I'm runnin
I'm lovin
All the wrong things
Addicted to a substance
Missin all my guidance
My vision is subsided
By all the laughter and all the riots
That my psyche used to cope from the trust that I advised in
A mental that was lying
A central path to dyin
Directional violence
Intentional silence
Intentional silence
It all began when I went and bent my halo
Dracos, chops, and sticks
Shit hit different angles
Fate though gave me the grace of an angel to save me
She wasn't meant to break me
My pull began to tear her til she screamin out in agony
Hear the lord and I think that he mad at me
I repent and I repent, make the same mistakes, blasphemy
My sins disastrous
My lip immaculate
My wrist I slash again
Self harm
Cus of the guilt that I feel and I needa feel more
Fuck a pill, fuck the hills, and I mean it for real
I get the chills when you're spoken of, I poured me a 4
But the lines never helped when I disguised all my lies on a knee
And I knelt wit a ring and I'd sing that I'm gon give you more
That I'm gon
That I'm gon give you more
Holy matrimony
Holy matrimony
Holy matrimony
Holy matrimony
That I'm gon give you more
I hate the molly
Spittin all the nonsense
Hot wirin my mind with the lies of assumed sex
You're the ecstasy I need but I was foolish
Stubborn
Unable to give you what you needed
Unable to be the man that you needed me to be
And I hate myself for it
I don't wanna forgive myself
But
This is a love letter
Not for you but for me
Reassuring my values
Trying not to lose myself once more
In the cold labyrinth that my feelins reside in
But at what point do I have to shed what I onced believed in
To trust in myself to not make the same decisions
To not make the same decisions anymore
I just can't do it again

Oxys and the codeine
I might OD
Pour my life in this cup til this shit is empty
Nosebleeds, higher on the rafter than Ginobli
Proteins, hair follicles full of promethazine
But the white girls love it
My liver gon handle what my heart can't
While I'm coughing both my lungs out in public
I'm runnin
I'm lovin
All the wrong things
Addicted to a substance
Missin all my guidance
My vision is subsided
By all the laughter and all the riots
That my psyche used to cope from the trust that I advised in
A mental that was lying
A central path to dyin
Directional violence
Intentional silence
Intentional silence
It all began when I went and bent my halo
Dracos, chops, and sticks
Shit hit different angles
Fate though gave me the grace of an angel to save me
She wasn't meant to break me
My pull began to tear her til she screamin out in agony
Hear the lord and I think that he mad at me
I repent and I repent, make the same mistakes, blasphemy
My sins disastrous
My lip immaculate
My wrist I slash again
Self harm
Cus of the guilt that I feel and I needa feel more
Fuck a pill, fuck the hills, and I mean it for real
I get the chills when you're spoken of, I poured me a 4
But the lines never helped when I disguised all my lies on a knee
And I knelt wit a ring and I'd sing that I'm gon give you more
That I'm gon
That I'm gon give you more
Holy matrimony
Holy matrimony
Holy matrimony
Holy matrimony
That I'm gon give you more
I hate the molly
Spittin all the nonsense
Hot wirin my mind with the lies of assumed sex
You're the ecstasy I need but I was foolish
Stubborn
Unable to give you what you needed
Unable to be the man that you needed me to be
And I hate myself for it
I don't wanna forgive myself
But
This is a love letter
Not for you but for me
Reassuring my values
Trying not to lose myself once more
In the cold labyrinth that my feelins reside in
But at what point do I have to shed what I onced believed in
To trust in myself to not make the same decisions
To not make the same decisions anymore
I just can't do it again