xo Misty - Hate Me Lyrics

I hate myself every time I look at me in the mirror
But it comforts me when I see the darkness of my interior
I'm in love when these girls are material
I can see the pain inside of you but I don't go back to the past
Nobody gives a shit about what I do
I question myself and ask myself what I've done
Those motherfuckers really think they gon' be on top with me
Don't even talk to me
Narcotics put me in slow motion moment
So the pain is much more present
And the time seems endless
And the world
And the world is ruthless
I'm on this gothic type of shit, since early 20's
And I feel better now, that's why this bad bitch is upset now
I'm antisocial, don't even try to reach me or meet me
I don't hate me inside of me but I hate how you see me
I hate myself every time I look at me in the mirror
But it comforts me when I see the darkness of my interior
I'm in love when these girls are material
I can see the pain inside of you but I don't go back to the past