xkinsey - Violent Red Lyrics

Is the gun loaded
Is the night overhead
The autumn leaves
Circle me as I go deep in

To tie loose ends
Is to go to bed
For one last time
Right before I close my eyes

It comes again
It makes me seem good
And I don't know
If it's a lie or if I'm just blind

So close
But so far away
I'm right there
But I'm still tryna make my mind up

Take me to the island
Somewhere somehow
I just need nothing
You can do it, I can I know
Just tell me somethin'
Don't need it rough anymore
When I say
You cannot see the silence

When I land
You'll see the ocean waves
Come crashing down in a violent red

I feel better now

Did I slip again
Am I so stupid
Like I just can't
Do what's best like I forget

Did I slip again
Yes I did I can't believe it
All you've been through
And here I am asleep with you now

Do you regret
Knowing me at any point
Yeah I kinda do
I guess I'm just in love with you yeah

I try to kill
All that makes me think of you yeah
Including me
I guess you're just a luxury that

I can't afford
But that don't stop me waiting for you
Every time
And now we're closer than ever
Before

Take me to the island
Somewhere somehow
I just need nothin
You can do it, I can I know
Just tell me somethin'
Don't need it rough anymore
When I say
You cannot see the silence

When I land
You'll see the ocean waves
Come crashing down in a violent red

I feel better now