xkinsey - SS2svc32.exe Lyrics

I used to be kinda stuck in a hole
I got out with nothin' but a fork in the road
And I found that there's nothin' I need to dread for
It's kinda lame when you put it in perspective I guess
I never thought about it that way when I left me for dead
I'm not lucky to be here, I earned that shit for myself
Don't you underplay what I did I turned my eyes to my health
Fuck the world I used to give a shit but now it's almost kinda like

I couldn't go and do that shit again
You don't know
Where I've been what I've done
You don't know
What I've seen and my lungs have breathed in
So deep in the shit again

Fuck not again, fuck me I'm dead, I need to go, go, go
Get out of here, I can't go there
Don't need to know, know, know
What happens if I end up back in my old home home
I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care I don't care
It's like this every single day in my mind
I got a twisted sense of humour but I'm a funny guy
Get to know me I don't know what you'll think
'Cause I'm not sure yet
I'd rather sit there in the dark than know that
I'm a piece of shit who's not good for anyone
Who doesn't do anything, who doesn't have any fun
Not even go for a drink
'Cause I was too fuckin scared
But nowadays I just blink at that shit
Because its almost like I been through with this
'Cause I've done it, you can't phase me with that shit anymore, haha
Can't get my time back, don't need it
Dead like Dimebag, old me is
What a legend, yeah, rest in pieces
Better shit to do with my time
Help animals in my grind
They need me more than I need myself

I used to be kinda stuck in a hole
I got out and found the world is borin' and dull
So time out
I gotta make stuff like this just to get a little bliss
Or else I go back to college and end up slittin' my wrists

Oh but It's different this time I'm not depressed
I'm just bored of everything that doesn't spark my interest, my intrigue
But I'm alright I guess if get the job I want
And can still do this on the side that's all anyone needs
Their hobby and their grind, some lobby for airtime
But I'm cool with not getting anything
I do this for me anyway

I couldn't go and do that shit again
You don't know
Where I've been what I've done
You don't know
What I've seen and my lungs have breathed in
So deep in the shit again