Xit Yuth - Lost Lyrics

I'm lost, won't be found cause
Nobody looking around and
It's me, I'm too far gone with it
Nobody gave a fuck so I ran with it
Cold blooded, hot headed misfit
Violence, always try to mend with
My rage, burning like a fire pit
Dark days, I brought em myself though
They make sense with their time
While I wish away mine
Plead the fifth, let it play in my mind
Silence is a dime
Yeah I've been in a grave state, that's it
And I could probably climb out but I dig
No push, no shove in the back
To end up where I am, I didn't even need it
I don't even know what I'm looking for lately
Maybe I'm searching for some clarity
I replay the situations in my mind and it's all I know so maybe it's my sanity
That's cold but it only gets colder
More guilt in mind as I grow older
I don't carry any shame in my head full of tricks bar a warrant for this chip on my shoulder
It's a grave state of mind
When I'm peaking through the blinds
See them making sense with their time
While I wish away mine
I walk so blind this roads been dark
I guess I'll find something that sparks
The life inside of me, cause right now
I'm crushed by gravity
Always coming and going like the shower thoughts got me preaching like I was a messiah fit for a king-dom
And maybe waking me up wasn't so bad, fake friends pack their bags to act like I sinned them
Sad shit, I'm guilty of contention
Long list of names that I won't mention
So caught up in your own shit you couldn't even stand to look at yourselves in reflection
My mind, my soul, my deep end
Always told you be careful of what you're reaping
It's war, our souls for the taking
Common sense, look around at what you're breaking
I share my head with demons
And I loathe the fact they're never leaving
I won't give up, there's reasons
But they keep on changing with the seasons
25 years in a fucked up world with the blinds rolled shut, dreams won't unfurl
It's a stand still and I won't wake up without second guessing everything in myself
25 years in a fucked up world with the blinds rolled shut, dreams won't unfurl
It's a stand still and I won't wake up without second guessing everything in myself
I'm lost
I'm lost

I'm lost, won't be found cause
Nobody looking around and
It's me, I'm too far gone with it
Nobody gave a fuck so I ran with it
Cold blooded, hot headed misfit
Violence, always try to mend with
My rage, burning like a fire pit
Dark days, I brought em myself though
They make sense with their time
While I wish away mine
Plead the fifth, let it play in my mind
Silence is a dime
Yeah I've been in a grave state, that's it
And I could probably climb out but I dig
No push, no shove in the back
To end up where I am, I didn't even need it
I don't even know what I'm looking for lately
Maybe I'm searching for some clarity
I replay the situations in my mind and it's all I know so maybe it's my sanity
That's cold but it only gets colder
More guilt in mind as I grow older
I don't carry any shame in my head full of tricks bar a warrant for this chip on my shoulder
It's a grave state of mind
When I'm peaking through the blinds
See them making sense with their time
While I wish away mine
I walk so blind this roads been dark
I guess I'll find something that sparks
The life inside of me, cause right now
I'm crushed by gravity
Always coming and going like the shower thoughts got me preaching like I was a messiah fit for a king-dom
And maybe waking me up wasn't so bad, fake friends pack their bags to act like I sinned them
Sad shit, I'm guilty of contention
Long list of names that I won't mention
So caught up in your own shit you couldn't even stand to look at yourselves in reflection
My mind, my soul, my deep end
Always told you be careful of what you're reaping
It's war, our souls for the taking
Common sense, look around at what you're breaking
I share my head with demons
And I loathe the fact they're never leaving
I won't give up, there's reasons
But they keep on changing with the seasons
25 years in a fucked up world with the blinds rolled shut, dreams won't unfurl
It's a stand still and I won't wake up without second guessing everything in myself
25 years in a fucked up world with the blinds rolled shut, dreams won't unfurl
It's a stand still and I won't wake up without second guessing everything in myself
I'm lost
I'm lost