Xit Yuth - Last Time Lyrics

What's a friend, everybody stab my back
Never land, no pretending where I lack
I don't care cause I'm never coming back
Fuck a plan they gon stop me in my tracks
I can't blame em, lately I been feeling shameful it's a fact
I've been tryna wrap my head around the slack
Fuck a fake friend, knife in my back
I swear, they'd fucking shoot me if I asked
Hide my face every time I leave the house, yeah
It's a problem, I ain't tell em cause they doubt me
Hope is malice, but I pray they get me out here
I been in a mental cell, forget about me
Wake up, pink sky, just to see through all the lies
I don't ever say a thing, maybe push em to the side
Yeah it's late and I'm tired, bet they wish that I'd just die
Plain sight where I hide, I don't miss em when I'm high
I feel the same as last time, ain't no doubt about it
Take the long way fuck a route up out it
Straight to voicemail you don't have to shout it
I'll be right here but you can go without it
Ain't no trust in a bone in my body
Got me slacking, contemplating, always worried
Yeah and they treat me like I was a nobody
So it's fuck it I don't answer when they're calling
This night might be my last
I'm in parts like broken glass
It's been weeks, how will I last?
The cuts deeper then it was in the past
I'm torn apart from the inside out
Been so numb but the thoughts get louder
Lead me up a hill just to turn and push me down it
To push me down it
Push me down
I feel the same as last time, ain't no doubt about it
Take the long way fuck a route up out it
Straight to voicemail you don't have to shout it
I'll be right here but you can go without it
Ain't no trust in a bone in my body
Got me slacking, contemplating, always worried
Yeah and they treat me like I was a nobody
So it's fuck it I don't answer when they're calling

What's a friend, everybody stab my back
Never land, no pretending where I lack
I don't care cause I'm never coming back
Fuck a plan they gon stop me in my tracks
I can't blame em, lately I been feeling shameful it's a fact
I've been tryna wrap my head around the slack
Fuck a fake friend, knife in my back
I swear, they'd fucking shoot me if I asked
Hide my face every time I leave the house, yeah
It's a problem, I ain't tell em cause they doubt me
Hope is malice, but I pray they get me out here
I been in a mental cell, forget about me
Wake up, pink sky, just to see through all the lies
I don't ever say a thing, maybe push em to the side
Yeah it's late and I'm tired, bet they wish that I'd just die
Plain sight where I hide, I don't miss em when I'm high
I feel the same as last time, ain't no doubt about it
Take the long way fuck a route up out it
Straight to voicemail you don't have to shout it
I'll be right here but you can go without it
Ain't no trust in a bone in my body
Got me slacking, contemplating, always worried
Yeah and they treat me like I was a nobody
So it's fuck it I don't answer when they're calling
This night might be my last
I'm in parts like broken glass
It's been weeks, how will I last?
The cuts deeper then it was in the past
I'm torn apart from the inside out
Been so numb but the thoughts get louder
Lead me up a hill just to turn and push me down it
To push me down it
Push me down
I feel the same as last time, ain't no doubt about it
Take the long way fuck a route up out it
Straight to voicemail you don't have to shout it
I'll be right here but you can go without it
Ain't no trust in a bone in my body
Got me slacking, contemplating, always worried
Yeah and they treat me like I was a nobody
So it's fuck it I don't answer when they're calling