Xit Yuth - Better Of Me Lyrics

When I push and you lie
Do we grow, do we die?
Do we pack up all our shit and just expect an answer why?
It's never us, there's never trust
It's always been about the lust
So there's nothing left to give me comfort right before I bust
When you're up and I'm down
Keep it cool while I drown
And I can't keep acting like we are the same when you're around
Now we can't find an exit when we're telling white lies
When I look at all our pictures and your glare makes me blind
So is it my duty to ask you
Why could I breathe when I had you
Cause now that you're gone and everything's done, I honestly thought I'd surpass you
Thinking of you like I have to
All of the times that I backed you
If only you knew the reason I left you wasn't a ploy of mine to affect you
Is it my duty to ask you
Why could I breathe when I had you
Cause now that you're gone and everything's done, I honestly thought I'd surpass you
Thinking of you like I have to
All of the times that I backed you
If only you knew the reason I left you wasn't a ploy of mine to affect you
You got the better of me and I just want the recognition for the sacrifice
I laid down, gave my life up for a bitch taking no pay cut
No dispute, no compo, just a runaway wasn't here to stay
With no reasoning for a better way
No gateway for a better day
Broke my heart to the core, left to rot without something
Vein freeze, running cold cause the blood stream stop pumping
Now I can't find direction for the thoughts in my mind
Like I only fucking cope when you're wasting my time
So is it my duty to ask you
Why could I breathe when I had you
Cause now that you're gone and everything's done, I honestly thought I'd surpass you
Thinking of you like I have to
All of the times that I backed you
If only you knew the reason I left you wasn't a ploy of mine to affect you
Is it my duty to ask you
Why could I breathe when I had you
Cause now that you're gone and everything's done, I honestly thought I'd surpass you
Thinking of you like I have to
All of the times that I backed you
If only you knew the reason I left you wasn't a ploy of mine to affect you

When I push and you lie
Do we grow, do we die?
Do we pack up all our shit and just expect an answer why?
It's never us, there's never trust
It's always been about the lust
So there's nothing left to give me comfort right before I bust
When you're up and I'm down
Keep it cool while I drown
And I can't keep acting like we are the same when you're around
Now we can't find an exit when we're telling white lies
When I look at all our pictures and your glare makes me blind
So is it my duty to ask you
Why could I breathe when I had you
Cause now that you're gone and everything's done, I honestly thought I'd surpass you
Thinking of you like I have to
All of the times that I backed you
If only you knew the reason I left you wasn't a ploy of mine to affect you
Is it my duty to ask you
Why could I breathe when I had you
Cause now that you're gone and everything's done, I honestly thought I'd surpass you
Thinking of you like I have to
All of the times that I backed you
If only you knew the reason I left you wasn't a ploy of mine to affect you
You got the better of me and I just want the recognition for the sacrifice
I laid down, gave my life up for a bitch taking no pay cut
No dispute, no compo, just a runaway wasn't here to stay
With no reasoning for a better way
No gateway for a better day
Broke my heart to the core, left to rot without something
Vein freeze, running cold cause the blood stream stop pumping
Now I can't find direction for the thoughts in my mind
Like I only fucking cope when you're wasting my time
So is it my duty to ask you
Why could I breathe when I had you
Cause now that you're gone and everything's done, I honestly thought I'd surpass you
Thinking of you like I have to
All of the times that I backed you
If only you knew the reason I left you wasn't a ploy of mine to affect you
Is it my duty to ask you
Why could I breathe when I had you
Cause now that you're gone and everything's done, I honestly thought I'd surpass you
Thinking of you like I have to
All of the times that I backed you
If only you knew the reason I left you wasn't a ploy of mine to affect you