Xion Michael - HARD FOR ME Lyrics

(Yeah)
I got way too much on my mind
I don't wanna be jaded
I can see they always out doing the same shit
I gotta tell myself, "It's gon' be alright"
Or maybe it won't
Maybe I'm telling myself lies
Everybody wanna die, sometimes
Everybody has to die, at some time
Everybody so blind
They don't know why
Don't you know we're far from dead
But time keep ticking, there's not much left
And all of my insecurities resurface
And I hate that
(Yeah)
Life ain't been too good
Or maybe not good to me
Never thought I could
Could feel this damn empty
All I see is rain on my fire
I swear this depression got me tired
Feeling colder than zero degrees
Ain't nothing proven till I prove to me
I'm on to something, keep it true to me
(Yeah, yeah,)
Yeah, you know I'm tryna move in peace
Make a legacy before I R.I.P.
(Yeah, yeah)
So hard for me
So hard for me, so hard for me
So hard for me
(I gotta tell myself, "It's gon' be alright")
(Telling myself lies, telling myself lies)
I know everybody wanna die, sometimes
Everybody wanna die, sometimes
Everybody wanna die, sometimes
Everybody has to die, at some time
At some time
Yeah, everybody so blind
We don't know why
So hard for me
So hard for me

(Yeah)
I got way too much on my mind
I don't wanna be jaded
I can see they always out doing the same shit
I gotta tell myself, "It's gon' be alright"
Or maybe it won't
Maybe I'm telling myself lies
Everybody wanna die, sometimes
Everybody has to die, at some time
Everybody so blind
They don't know why
Don't you know we're far from dead
But time keep ticking, there's not much left
And all of my insecurities resurface
And I hate that
(Yeah)
Life ain't been too good
Or maybe not good to me
Never thought I could
Could feel this damn empty
All I see is rain on my fire
I swear this depression got me tired
Feeling colder than zero degrees
Ain't nothing proven till I prove to me
I'm on to something, keep it true to me
(Yeah, yeah,)
Yeah, you know I'm tryna move in peace
Make a legacy before I R.I.P.
(Yeah, yeah)
So hard for me
So hard for me, so hard for me
So hard for me
(I gotta tell myself, "It's gon' be alright")
(Telling myself lies, telling myself lies)
I know everybody wanna die, sometimes
Everybody wanna die, sometimes
Everybody wanna die, sometimes
Everybody has to die, at some time
At some time
Yeah, everybody so blind
We don't know why
So hard for me
So hard for me