XINCLAIR, G.I.N. - How I Feel Lyrics

Yuh, Waiting for chances to feel you again
Waiting too long while I know how it ends
The shit that I'm doing is not making sense
To scared of seeing you starting again
When you seek forgiveness just know I’m all in
Secretly knowing this shit is pretend
The fuck am I doing these actions ain't man
Don't want to feel it so please lie again
Why am I like this
And why can’t I fight this
The bullshit is filling my brain yuh
I can't decide this
I'm knowing what's right but I'm feeling like I'd go insane yuh
Just wanting you safe can not put you in places
Where you would feel part of my pain
While you do it to me and I can't do it back
And the cycle is starting again ugh
You're too wrong, just let you know how I feel
You’re so wrong, I hope you know how I feel
Love to strong, forgive your shit but I will
Do you wrong just so you could know how I feel
You’re too wrong, just let you know how I feel
You're so wrong, I hope you know how I feel
Love to strong, forgive your shit but I will
Do you wrong just so you could know how I feel
I just wanna let you know how I feel yeah
Too much of a pussy to say it to your face
But imma still keep it real yeah
I feel like you just don’t care
See it in the way that you text
You said you would always love me
But I'd doubt you'll hold it to your last breath see
You providing me depression
You been fucking with my head
Lots of thoughts runnin through my mind
Thinkin that I'd be better off dead uh
What else do you want from me bitch
You see that I’m trying my best
Everything I do is wrong to you unless it involves
Running up a check
My life was perfect before I met you
Now the shits turned into a wreck
Anytime I try to bring up our problems
It feels like you comin for my neck yuh
I know I deserve better, maybe one day, ha

Yuh, Waiting for chances to feel you again
Waiting too long while I know how it ends
The shit that I'm doing is not making sense
To scared of seeing you starting again
When you seek forgiveness just know I’m all in
Secretly knowing this shit is pretend
The fuck am I doing these actions ain't man
Don't want to feel it so please lie again
Why am I like this
And why can’t I fight this
The bullshit is filling my brain yuh
I can't decide this
I'm knowing what's right but I'm feeling like I'd go insane yuh
Just wanting you safe can not put you in places
Where you would feel part of my pain
While you do it to me and I can't do it back
And the cycle is starting again ugh
You're too wrong, just let you know how I feel
You’re so wrong, I hope you know how I feel
Love to strong, forgive your shit but I will
Do you wrong just so you could know how I feel
You’re too wrong, just let you know how I feel
You're so wrong, I hope you know how I feel
Love to strong, forgive your shit but I will
Do you wrong just so you could know how I feel
I just wanna let you know how I feel yeah
Too much of a pussy to say it to your face
But imma still keep it real yeah
I feel like you just don’t care
See it in the way that you text
You said you would always love me
But I'd doubt you'll hold it to your last breath see
You providing me depression
You been fucking with my head
Lots of thoughts runnin through my mind
Thinkin that I'd be better off dead uh
What else do you want from me bitch
You see that I’m trying my best
Everything I do is wrong to you unless it involves
Running up a check
My life was perfect before I met you
Now the shits turned into a wreck
Anytime I try to bring up our problems
It feels like you comin for my neck yuh
I know I deserve better, maybe one day, ha