Xenial - Anxiety Lyrics

The anxiety kills
Man I'm
Do I got free will?
Should I
How much time do I got, will this go away?

The pressure getting to me lately
Anxiety got me wonder if I could call you my lady
Should you even date me
Or Is she worth the wait
My heart agrees but thoughts ends up holding all the weight
I question if she even feels the same way
Say she does but doubt would know things ends the same way
And she knows I never have her trust in question
But I need that confirmation probably for me to stop stressing
I got them problems cause my thoughts are racing
From the present to the future to time with her everyday and
She say not to trip but that's pretty hard to do
When to be real, I fell over when I spotted you
You Got me broken and hitting showers like KC
Thoughts got you cheating who she with if it ain't me?
Fuck
If it's meant to be it's meant to be so I ain't gonna chase somebody who's ain't gonna better me
And you can take that statement straight to the bank
I'm tryna worry bout how ima get some cash on my plate
Or fill up my tank
Instead of liquored up at the bar
I write these verses late at night cause I don't know who you are
I stare from afar
Thinking bout what if I'm a star
Would I fuck with groupies just to fill the void in my heart
Or drown all the anxiety and voices that's were crowding me
And kick back on the fact of us chilling knowing she down for me

The anxiety kills
Man I'm trying figure out do I got free will
Should I pop me a pill
Should I make me a drink
Should I take another shot to get these bombs away
The anxiety kills
Man I'm trying figure out do I got free will
Should I pop me a pill
Should I make me a drink
How much time do I got will this go away

I've been dealing with the pressure and doubts claiming I'm lesser
With me tryna be a artist that's starving saying I'm next up
I look up at the mirror, looking at my reflection
I'm hating who I'm seeing faking not to face rejection
I been
Isolated
Avoiding the conversation
Working 24/7 avoiding the confrontation
Does the work matter
When nobody know who you are
I'm putting in the time for shows
Tryna put myself on
What would my
Legacy be if I left dead & gone?
The one hit wonder
With no thunder with the cape that he dawns
One who never had no impact from the spot where he launched
One who had a shot and passed it off
As enemies taunt
Is my mind gon' take a hold of everything that I want
Or will I take a jagged dagger jam it straight to the heart
Breaking straight into the game never hitting restart
Or be a victim of myself as I'm breaking apart
It's the anxiety

The anxiety kills
Man I'm trying figure out do I got free will
Should I pop me a pill
Should I make me a drink
Should I take another shot to get these bombs away
The anxiety kills
Man I'm trying figure out do I got free will
Should I pop me a pill
Should I make me a drink
How much time do I got will this go away